Blackotter  ::  Journal

Sorry it's looks so boring. It's the Journal for the month of December 2002. The journal begins at first entry for that month.

2002-12-03 10:01:00 Burp

Yeah. Right. Uh huh. I guess I haven't had much to say recently, couldn't even find anything interesting to make up. Gosh I love the holiday season. *blink blink* I want a new job. I want to be in New York. snort

2002-12-04 14:45:00 STOHLMAN VW FUUUUUUCKING SUCKS

thpppt. I hate money. I so wish I could go back and redo so much stuff. Not eat out so much, not be so nice and pick up the check for people, not let people slip when they owe me money. I cant ever stop being nice cause it makes me feel good but the footprints on my back are beginning to hurt. Not get stuck with three cars that I proceeded to stick thousands of dollars in, oh no wait 4 cars since my wonderful piece of Nazi Bullshit Jetta is back in the shop and the lovely cock sucking mother fuckers at Stohlman VA are fisting me again with their spiked glove. You know it's bad when the people at Enterprise Rent-A-Car all know your name. Not one or two of the people there, no, they ALL know my name. And the stories they tell from other people bitching about their cars don't paint the prettiest picture of Stohmlan. Time to get a second job. I kinda miss retail. Sorta. I just need to work in a place that is not yo bitch steal shit kinda thang. I don't mind being ignored and treated like shit in Neiman Marcus is I worked there cause I can always rub their scarf on my ass. Sigh. Wow, I am in a foul foul mood. Quack. Need to smoke now. Need vat-o-gin. Need dick

2002-12-05 13:57:00

So the new covenant album sounds good. I was online listening to the 30 second clips and it's going to be another cool album I think. I really like them. Oh and they just came on my mp3 player. (Mental image gets a big squeeee on that one). Anyway I have a rotation of Icons of Coil, three Apop albums, Covenant, Metallica, Tool and Oingo Boingo. Its good that no one is here today. :) The image of a flying vagina just popped in my head. Hmm. Interesting.

2002-12-05 13:48:00 blah

Warum bin in Hölle ich bei der Arbeit. Aussehen bin was ich auf, Spielen mit den Übersetzern reduziert worden. Aber ich habe tatsächlich ein paar gemachte Dinge erhalten. Aber ich wäre so lieber zu Hause.

2002-12-05 12:29:00 snow 

why am I at work? why didn't the government get the rest of the day off like everyone else? sigh anyone else working?

2002-12-06 14:50:00 Who couldn't have guessed this?

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2002-12-06 12:53:00

so today I thought I would get funky and wear my boxer briefs and either the ones I have don’t fit or else I have bunching issues. The leg part doesn't stay down and keeps bunching around my balls. TMI, I know. They look sexy ( I just read those three words like 10 times and I cannot say it without turning into Fat Bastard) but they are Merona (that would be Tar-zhay to those not in the Merona know) and think I may have to procure some scrumptious Calvin’s. Can you tell I just read the dab Ms Ted Casablanca's gossip page on e-online? heehaw Silly. I have to readjust now.

2002-12-11 13:50:00 Things going on in my brain:

"Chump don't want no help, chump don't get no help. Jive ass dude ain't go not brains anyhow" "Blah blah blah in America. Blah blah blah in America!" - really need the words to West Side Story. "First server, first come." "You look like the piss boy!" 'Look kids, Big Ben, Parliament" "I want my two dollars!" "Rewind!"

2002-12-17 10:29:00

heheheh I feel so silly today. I don’t know why, with the impending holidays and all that crap I should be my usual depressed state, and in truth I am always walking that line, but I feel so unusually happy today. It helps that work is a chaotic cluster fuck cause I love working under chaos. But we have our holiday party today and that’s going to be cool. Then I have to go to rehearsal, go home pack a little, take my car into the shop tomorrow, another office party in the afternoon, see Lord of the Rings at 3, meet up with my friend Leland for dinner, pack more, spend a long day at work Thursday getting everything ready, go to rehearsal, go to Nation, have Friday through the new year off, On Saturday move everything I own into the new house. Arg. need coffee. and I really want Choo Choo Bear!!! Read something positive to find out who he is. So cute!!"

2002-12-19 11:28:00

why do people feel the need to clip their finger nails in public, in the office? Can there be a more annoying sound?!? I’m actually concentrating on not getting outtalk my chair for fear I will beat them about the head. I you want me to throttle you, clip your nails in my presence. Oh my god they're doing it again!!!!!! zldfdgbgbzdfha;zdfi;za;dzk;hzd

2002-12-19 10:20:00

I hate people. from the dick head driving on the road to the asshole calling me right now. I guess I’m angry cause when drunk people call you and have half the conversation in their hear and expect you to know all of it... to angry to write. will be at nation tonight after rehearsal.