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2006-11-03 08:39:00
Here is a celebration of Maggie, Ky's German Sheppard.
Sept 21, 1994 - Nov 1, 2006
2006-11-07 13:31:00
I voted because the sticker on my shirt says i did.
And i actually read about all the changes to the MD constitution and what they meant so I didn't go in totally blind.
The old ladies at the desk were, shocker, so cute and proud to be helping.
One smelly hippie, there's no hyperbole there - he smelled, was making a stink (get it!) about how his machine wasn't registering his actions. He claimed that he toched one place and it made a mark somewhere else. Totally possible because I certainly don't trust the voting machines but i also think it could be a case if 40 years of mushrooms.
i tore my fingernail down too far and now i keep jamming in on everything and it's all red and very annoying.
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2006-11-08 15:02:00
I think i'm deeply getting in touch with my sensitive side. I have been scanning W.H. Auden poems at various times in the day. I have Josh Groban and Loreena Mckennitt playing. i crave chocolate and I'm sleepy.
I'm now a certified Fop.
2006-11-09 09:23:00
i feel like a child trying to save a sandcastle.
The waves keep inching up towards me.
More sand on the front wall to protect the fortress.
For a while things seem okay.
All is quiet until one wave gets further than expected.
You didn't see it and now parts lay in ruins.
Scrambling you gather more to keep you protected.
In the end you inch back watching the waves destroy it all.
Soon there is nothing but memories of what used to be.
I find myself staring off into space...or rather a wall. Or a phone or something. Not really into space. I'm certainly spaced when I stare only because there is no other way to deal with everything. I want to hide, I want to run, I want to break out of the cocoon I have been living in and scream and make something special or be something special but I end up laying on my bed with the lights off. I know what I must do but I don't want to do it. I want to be all that I should be but I don't know how to get there. I need a place to live very very soon but why should I stay here? Should I go to NY, should I go to SF, should I go to Oregon...I am reluctantly, angrily, confusedly free so why should I stay. I am tired of thinking and leaking and being exhausted. Something has to change and I would rather i initiate it and not be dragged by it.
2006-11-20 22:22:00
i just totally teared up at the first Ice Age movie.
I need some serious help.
That is all.
2006-11-29 09:34:00
for the record my day sucks donkey taint.
1) had a dream about a coworker. i was doing something on the system and being judged by this woman who could do nothing but critique me and say nasty things. I wish she were a dream for in real life she is as socially inept as she was in the dream.
2) Almost got into to possible accidents of people not stopping in time at a light.
3) My eyes are very sensitive to light today.
4) I forgot my wallet and have no id or money or Bally's card to go to the gym.
5) I have to get this project done today, which should take all day, but i keep getting distracted by other issues since I am site manager today.
6) i hate living where I live. It's not fun to try and get dressed and out the door before the 'housemate' wakes up.
I'd go get a beer but i have no wallet. And I'm so angry these days that I have no sex drive. I tried to masturbate last night and just got bored and stopped.
2006-11-29 12:33:00
Please please please
go here and do this. It's free (unless you want to donate more) and the stories are heartbreaking.
www.lighttounite.org Thanks