This would be an archive for the month of October, 2003

2003-11-03 15:07:00,2003-11-03 12:07:43 I did what? why?

This is myself and the beautiful and very tall cavenessity. i needed more makeup. And i still have glitter on. Dude, it's monday. heheh

2003-11-03 15:26:00,2003-11-03 12:27:28, And in other nudes...

Wow, what a weekend. Thursday at Nation was possibly the funnest night there in a long time. I think everyone I ran into was having a good time. my costume, which should be in the post below this one, was interesting. I was trying for the male whore thing and it turned into a used Russian whole thing-y. But I was good and I felt cool wearing VERY short shorts and fishnets. As I parked I ran into (well not ran into with the car but saw them as I parked next to and got out of the car and said hi) , , and . It was good to see them but after that I hardly saw them again. I don't think I even had the chance to talk to which sucks cause she really is one of the coolest people i know. But they were there and that made me happy. Everyone looked really good that night. There was much eye candy and stalking going on. Course talking to one of the stalkees is interesting. Friday was also a good night for Spooky 4. Much more drunk straight stooopidness as Buzz invaded. My friend and I went and the jive and vibe wasn't the same but it was still fun. The belly dancers were very cool and that guy with the lights on his head the phallic thing was cool. He was a blast. My friend left around midnight or midnight 30 and I wandered around until I saw and hot Dan and crew. They were fun to hang and dance with for a while. I was Anne's Drink Mistake Boy which made getting drunk even cheaper easier! YAY I think I escaped around 3 but could have stayed all night. Saturday met Leland and Matt in the circle and we caught up and chatted for a while. The I went home and changed and looked on line for people and saw no one, phone was dead by this point, and so went to Cobalt all alone. God I hate doing that. But mustered the courage and ran into Ricardo and he introduced me to a bunch of people. Bronco, I think was his name, was really sweet. He was Serbian. Yum. Stayed there till 2 and went home. Sunday I slept in. Then went to the circle to try and finish The Truth and went back to Leland and Matt's for dinner and the Simpson's and then home and now here at work. ick

2003-11-05 10:35:00,2003-11-05 07:35:56

Have you seen my wiener?

2003-11-05 16:09:00,2003-11-05 13:09:45

ok, either the visualizer on Apple's iTunes is the best I have ever seen or i'm really bored. i think it's a little from Column A and a little from Column B.

2003-11-05 10:42:00,2003-11-05 07:43:39

there is a job. I don't have the experience. they may take me on as a Jr. It is in Japan. It is for 3 years. there will be TONS of girls in catholic school girl outfits. very few white guys i miss acting and it only been since june. oi. i need a change but maybe this is too much. one year...sure no prob. three years... its a sys admin thingy my brain hurts. i knocked it against the wall getting to the shower that is unrelated to anything else. so is this: my underwear is stretched and my balls keep falling out the side enjoy your lunch

90401,2003-11-05 11:54:00,2003-11-05 08:55:04 fuck bush 

I could leave it at that but this man is really beginning to piss me the fuck off. And no it's not because he is a republican or that Ann Coulter is sucking his dick like it's life support, its that he seems to be getting away with a lot of shit that seems to go unnoticed and very quiet. Partial Birth Abortions I would love to comment on but

I need to read more on that, that sanctity of marriage bullshit he pulled last month, and other stuff I should say that would be bad to be connected with me. God bless the USA (had to throw that in there too.) Can you tell that I woke up on the wrong side of the bed and am in a SUPER FUCKING bad mood. Where the hell's that guy that wanted me to do a fight club with him when I need him? I need to release energy.

2003-11-06 09:42:00,2003-11-06 06:42:50

"Tonight you will taste the black sperm of my VENGENCE!" - Superwoman"

2003-11-07 12:43:00,2003-11-07 09:43:31 going to jail

Tom Felton...hot...in PoA pics....mustn't dream about being first....in line......and wearing rubber pants....with the monkey....hanging from the string ....tied around my ....balls.........AIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or something.

2003-11-07 12:49:00,2003-11-07 09:50:06

sung to the Banananannana (fucking word) Splits song from a show I have never seen but nonetheless it's in my head. Always. Like sex. With a bananannannannananna (fuck!) My job sucks la la la la I want to hit ever-y-one Forks in their eyes Fists in their ass Laugh as they bleed. la la la la (chorus) la la la la la la la la la la la la la *BANG*

2003-11-07 13:18:00,2003-11-07 10:18:24

From: Management To: You We would like to apologize to you all for the recent incendiary comments made by The Black Otter, henceforth knows as fuckwad (no capital). We believe that something or someone has taken over control of fuckwad and we do hope that fuckwad will be back to his normal life and ready to live a life of religious fulfillment and hours on the sofa reading the latest gripping Ann Coulter book. The Management.

2003-11-07 13:19:00,2003-11-07 10:19:49

From: fuckwad To: management thppppppppt. fuckwad

2003-11-10 10:57:00,2003-11-10 07:58:11

I'm not to sure what this says about me... You are

Andrew

"So this is my redemption at last. I buy back my bruised soul with the blood of my heart."

What "Buffy" Character Are You?

2003-11-10 11:06:00,2003-11-10 08:06:36 I have gas

First off yummy food last night. I like it spicy and would try even spicy-er. Or something. Hope everyone had a good time with the reading of the sex book. I know it was fun for Matt and I. Saw a truly wonderful play on Friday. It was at the Actor's Theatre of Washington (www.atwdc.org) and it was called Lillies. The set was amazing, the actors were amazing and the story was touching and painful and wonderful. I highly recommend it to anyone. I think it runs through the 22nd at the Source theatre. ATWDC is also the only gay, lesbian, bi, and transgender theatre in the area but even outside of the niche they do some really cool shit. Love them. Matrix: feel free to email me with opinions cause I think I really liked it. It was interesting, odd, shocking, beautiful, and true it was soulless, loud, and not like the first one. Not like the first one being a good thing. Anyway, I'm still thinking about it but what did you all think of it.

2003-11-10 13:22:00,2003-11-10 10:23:02

Hey, wait a minute.... Don't bite me! You're 'The Taming of the Shrew!' Which famous Shakespeare play are you? brought to you by Quizilla

2003-11-12 11:28:00,2003-11-12 08:28:46 will i ever be well

My nose is raw and my head hurts and I am so tired of being sick. Especially cause being sick wreaks havoc with my emotions. Last night I was watching 8 Simple Rules and I was getting weepy. Why? The same thing was happening when I was watching The Princess Bride but I think that may have been more of an actor's jealousy thing. I see a great show or truly great acting and, when I'm not enraptured by the role, I am jealous of the actor. This happened Friday seeing Lillies at the Source. It was just so good. And being sick makes my concentration go out the window. Windows of which I can't open in my house. I need more medicine.

2003-11-12 14:54:00,2003-11-12 11:54:28

I Am Which tarot card are you?

2003-11-12 14:57:00,2003-11-12 11:57:59 Hmm

MARCH: Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

2003-11-14 10:31:00,2003-11-14 07:31:34 ARG

This post rated LJMA: for violence, grossness and lots of anger. Hi. Now I don't even profess to have the same facial expressions that, oh say Jen has, but I can be fairly expressive. So when you are talking about something that I really don't want to get into, and I deflect off a few bland comments, you should probably let it go. Then if you go into it more and more I will continue to get angry and imagine me skull fucking you with spikes attached to my penis. Such would be the case now. I'm trying to relax but all I have is this boiling bile in my stomach and such a craving to do something evil and painful to him that it is distracting me from everything else. Oh, and the topic was money. Not one of my favorite things to talk about especially with the holidays around the corner. And yet, he continues. And furthermore he insists on giving advice. Even after I have been giving the "Yeah, sure" for a few minutes and not even looking at him but instead reading livejournal and he continues. And he was leaning on my cube and i could have totally kicked his knee cap, snapped his leg and then puked in the mouth. There are so few things that I won't talk about. Money being the one main thing. Hell I'll even talk about the Fiction of Religion first and how Jesus is just fucking hot. And now I need to go outside. Maybe a bird will fly into the building and cheer me up.

2003-11-14 14:16:00,2003-11-14 11:17:13

LJMA: crude sex talk, language (are we truly surprised at all?) Yeah so there is nothing like when you are so into a song that all you want to do is sing at the top of your lungs, preferably with the speakers cranked so you can't actually hear yourself sing, and you just feel so good (Brain Ed Note: fuckwad (see earlier post) is doing much better now.) and joyous and your connecting with the song and the mood and the voices and everything in the song is getting more powerful and you're on the verge of happy tears (Brain Ed Note: fuckwad truly is insane. He's been pumping this Josh Groban shit all day.) and nothing else matters in the world.... and then your pager vibrates scares the hell out of you and you almost piss / cum your pants. There is nothing more to see here. Please go about your business.

2003-11-14 15:48:00,2003-11-14 12:48:28 Empathic

Life is odd. How does one person connect to another? I have this friend in England who I have never met. We first began talking on like probably over a year ago at this point and we just became fast friends. Over the time we have become dearer friends and talk at least once a week either on icuii or msn or email. He is wonderful and pure and quite an extraordinary person. I am very lucky to have the friends I have. Anyway, yesterday at work he popped into my head like a flash and I couldn't get him outta my mind. It was driving me crazy. After like an hour it went away. I wrote him an email and made sure that all was okay and waited for a response. Well I just got one and at the time I was thinking of him he was having a very personal situation. It was the freakest thing. It's rare when this happens but when it does I am usually right. It happened with my ex Joe a lot and I was correct then. Its just odd and wonderful to me the connections that two people can make especially having never met. I remember another time I was driving in Silver Spring and my friend was behind me and I'm alone in my car and just toddling along a little faster than I should have and I heard her say, clear as a bell, that there was a cop behind me. If she had been sitting right next to me the voice wouldn't have been clearer. I slowed down, the cop passed and I was freaked out for a good while. It all just very odd.

2003-11-17 09:19:00,2003-11-17 06:19:54

King Edward II
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