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Sorry it's looks so boring. It's the Journal for the month of November 2002. The journal
begins at first entry for that month.
2002-11-04 11:41:00
the hostage
so I woke up really early this morning and I have no idea why. its happening
more and more where I don't seem to be sleeping the whole night through,
this is making me testy. but I did get a chance to o to bmwfilms.com and
download the first of the three movies. it's very very cool. they pack a hell
of a lot in 8 minutes. Clive Owen, as I have mentioned before, is awesome
and the car chase is totally John Woo and awesome. If you have a fast
connection, check it out.
download is 100mb.
2002-11-05 17:06:00
it raining
its cold
I’m annoyed
just thought id share for cocks sake
2002-11-06 10:33:00
bob
22
good kisser :)
2002-11-08 16:20:00
is anyone going out tonight to Nation? Answer me!! Thanks :)
2002-11-08 13:56:00
peoples weirdness never ceases to amaze me, there is this guy on line who apparently
gets turned on by giving interviews in the nude. I don't know what kind but I assume job
interviews or something. Very interesting...."
2002-11-08 13:26:00
What exactly was the appeal of Lite-Bright?
2002-11-08 13:05:00
So I’m back. Not that I went anywhere, not physically anyway. My brain left me turning me
into a pudgy gelatinous blob. Things were good then cause things just weren't. Man this is
two lines in and it's morose. LOL. And yet I laugh. Oh well. I think I have to find more friends.
Not that I don't adore the majority of the ones I have cause I do, but I want more. I want the
posse of people to always hang with and do things with. Oh I have to start using the phone?
Whatever. But like last night I was at Art-O-Matic hanging lights (note to self - get extension
cord) and there were all these groups of people, some funky and hot or dorky and sloppy
but just going to AOM and looking at shit. I want to find this. I guess at this stage of life, 31
SUCKS MOTHER FUCKING ASS, I am beginning to realize that I need to do more and be
more to just make me happy. Not that I have the time of course. I want to be young and
help people. I was listening to the radio, Loveline actually, and there was this fresh into
college kid who was trying to come out of the closet and I wished I could help him. Now
part of that is that I really want to be involved with something that eases the pain of coming
out cause I know I had it really really easy and I still wanted to kill myself. I'm much better
now. But I have to pee. I'll try and think of a happy entry whilst I empty my innards.
2002-11-11 10:15:00
Ah Pop Tarts and Mountain Dew, the perfect breakfast. Ack. Man I was so psyched to get a
good breakfast at Burger King...well okay not a good one but I didn't have dinner so I'm
starving...and the stupid thing was closed. Stupid military base. So hence the vending food.
Well this weekend was kinda blah. Went out Friday to Nation and had a good time seeing
everyone, didn't get to bed till 4am, got a call from my mom at 8:30 cause I was supposed
to be at her house for the cable guy, moved a ton of shit into and out of the garage and got
the house more ready for my arrival, went to rehearsal and had a blast but didn't leave
there till like 8:45, ran home and changed and then headed to Nation, gave the bartender
Vicki her present (Snoopy Snowcone Machine) drank and danced till too when my brain
got the best of me, headed home and slept. Woke up at 10 on Sunday, putzed around the
house. Watched Trading Spaced, While You Were Out, and Junkyard Wars till I realized
that I had to go to my moms again and clean more. Did that, came home and chatted till
2 and here I am back at work. Blah.
2002-11-12 14:29:00
Ellipsis
Well last night was a long freaking night with all the tech work that had to be done for the play,
but I think that it's an even stronger play than before. I was worried about doing it again and
would it still contain the wonder for me as an actor and it truly does. The changes have been
minor but have fleshed out some really cool dimensions to these people and the space looks
so freaking cool. I like the fact that it is more confined than anything we have done before and
the lights look cool and the new closets are perfect. I cant wait to see how this goes off. I just
hope that we have some people come and see this (HINT).
2002-11-12 10:04:00
YAY, CHECK THIS SHIT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so complete now. I need a life...
At long last for fans of Buffy crossovers, Fox will also release Angel: The Complete First Season
on February 11th. This set comes even more fully loaded, audio commentaries on select
episodes by series creator Joss Whedon and writers David Greenwalt and Jane Espenson with,
plus four making-of featurettes, stills, and more. Retail is also $59.95.
2002-11-14 16:17:00
This is why I love UserFriendly.org
2002-11-14 14:07:00
cant stop writing in journal....
SO, why is last weeks Buffy not getting the rave reviews that it should get. Most people are
indeed saying that it was great but my friend Jeffrey said it was all blah but it so connected
that past few seasons and is really setting up everything for some really heavy shit to come
down. And I can't talk about it fully cause some of my friends haven't seen it yet. Arg. It was
soooooo good. With the ... and the .... and when Buffy ..... Sigh.
2002-11-14 13:11:00
Does this really sounds like me?
Let me know if this sounds like me. Maybe it's my alter ego coming out or something. Hrumph.
2002-11-14 13:03:00
Ack arg
Too much energy for my body to deal with. I need to go run around the block. I think
its cause I'm listening to Eminimmenemmm, I never could spell his name. God he is
hilarious!! Oh yeah sure the come from bad neighborhood fighting the prejudice and
all that crap but damn he makes me laugh my ass off! And the music is good too. Oh
yeah he's anti-gay and anti-woman blah blah blah who cares. So I think that’s making
me crazy. And the new Good Charlotte album is pretty good too.
So I’m eating a beef rice bowl right now, no I’m not eating the plastic bowl, and it sounds
and kinda looks like Asian cuisine but man it's crazy what the cafeteria can do to food.
Damn! LOL
2002-11-14 12:08:00
one down
Well the first night of Ellipsis V.2 is down. It looked hairy at first cause no one was there but
before we went on 8 people came it, so that was cool. I would have been cool either way
but it is always nice to have people to act to. And they really seemed to enjoy it. This cute
Japanese girl really liked it and is going to tell all her friends. I think I liked her cause she
was all alone and wasn't afraid to be seen alone and stuff. And she had this really cute hat on.
Tonight should be another night like last night. We just have to wait and see what happens.
I love theatre.
Funny thing happened to me the other day. I was at the mall picking up my suit for the
play and doing errand and stuff and I felt this emotion come over me. I hadn't had this
feeling in a long time and I can only assume that it was sheer happiness. Not like Christmas
expectation or the promise of something good but just happy. So me being me I was worried
that I was going to fall down a flight of stairs or something and break a leg, alas that never
happened. It was just the oddest thing cause I was practically bouncing as I walked, and not
my usual silly thing, I was smiling in a genuine way. Just freaky!! Most of it is gone now but
a little is still lingering on.
"looks like that's your friend there in the wood chipper"
2002-11-15 10:31:00
ahhh Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So here I sit watching ... well watching me type but I meant to say listening to Harry Potter
and enjoying the sounds of John Williams score. How this man continues to pump out all
these movies is beyond me. Every thing he does has his little John Williams trademarks but
it's all so different. And he's 70+ and seems to not be slowing down at all. So of course I went
through my house and picked all my John Williams stuff and burned it to MP3 so I can have
it all on like 3 cds instead of 30. So pretty.
Anyway, today is Friday and I am off work for a week. I am so freaking happy to have time off
and have nothing to do. I'm going to actually go to the gym and watch movies and relax and
have a fucking good time doing it. hehehe. Lots of happy naked time ahead. :)
Tonight we have another show of Ellipsis at Art-O-Matic and tonight it's sign interp night. Very
cool. I can't wait. I love doing this show. Then I am chugging to the Hoffman to see Harry Potter.
I feel like I'm 7. heheheheh
FUZZY KITTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2002-11-25 15:19:00
Addendum to prev post. Clocks, Trouble, and Warning Sign are my three fav Coldplay songs.
They all want to make me cry. In their own way. Hmmmm.
2002-11-25 15:12:00
yalpdloc
So I think I have really come to like the band Coldplay. At first I thought they were terribly
sucky but they have really grown on me. it was because of a song called 'Clocks.' I heard it
while I was laying in bed and it was the most amazing thing. The piano and the voice made
waking up an even more languid experience than normal but it was beautiful. So since then
I have gotten more of their music and it's all that I wish DMB could be, should be. Maybe it's
because they're cute British guys. I dunno. I love em.
2002-11-25 12:02:00
heheh, I like this, except the keep you forever part.
What's your sexual appeal?
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2002-11-25 11:31:00
Arg.
Well the vacation is over and that means that it's back to work. Fuck. I don’t think it would be so
bad if I had gotten sleep last night but when there is company in the bed with you sleep is lacking
and I still feel really odd from yesterday. Well not because of yesterday but I was feeling odd
and it's carried over to today. Anyway, so the whole past week I was off and it was really nice.
I cleaned out shit in my room so I can get stuff moved into the new house and watched a lot of
movies, went downtown to the International Spy Museum, which is a very cool space I must say.
Yesterday I woke up, again too early, and caught the new James Bond movie. Damn that was a
good movie. Even Madonna was good in it. And the cars, and the action, and Halle Berry...oh so
good. Other than that, it was peaceful. More later, off to get food.
2002-11-28 18:05:00
BUFFY MARATHON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ON FX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Drank too much at the thanksgiving fiesta. Three
bloody marys, 5 glasses of wine and managed to piss off my mom. Life is good!
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