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2004-10-04 12:14:00
If I eat too many peanuts i feel sick but why then can't I stop eating them? I think it's because they are honey roasted. Did SPX this weekend and had a blast. It was actually hard work at times. I assisted at the CBLDF (Comic Book Legal Defense Fund) booth and defended comic and the first amendment while I hocked t-shirts and stuff. Got a sweet sketch by Mike Mignola of Hellboy fame and one by Scott Morse (Southpaw) and one by Andy Runton (Owly). Owly is the best comic. So cute. Anyway, a good time was had by all. My father's been in town for a week and I haven't seen him, maybe things are shaping up. I am so spacey today it's crazy. I can't find any music that makes me happy. It's either annoying crap or stuff that makes me want to cry or stuff that makes me really angry. Sigh. I had a whole train of stuff to talk about but it must have gone the way of Cat Stevens. hoot 2004-10-05 14:37:00 today is brain fart tuesday. i just tried to log off after sending this big file to my home base (planet) and I forgot that our lovely mail servers zap all zip files and so I have to log on and do it again. the day began with a 2 hour meeting where I tried not to sleep and tried to hide my high school hardon. I dont know why i get those when I'm sleepy and in meetings but I do. I'm just tired I guess. I slept well but didn't want to get out of bed. Bored with work. Need change. 2004-10-06 13:05:00
Just saw the film that 2004-10-08 10:13:00 hi all Uh, you all know I hate doing this but I do it every year. AIDSwalk Washington is on the 23rd of October and I am asking for donations. This year is extra special to me so I would like to raise as much money as possible. Every little bit helps. Anyway, if you feel like it and have a few dollars to spare, click on THIS LINK. Thanks. Anyone who wants to walk with me, please come! 2004-10-11 12:07:00 AIDSWalk I want to thank everyone who was able to give money for my AIDSWalk. I have almost reached my goal and I would love to surpass that. I want to thank those folks that wished me the best and were unable to donate. You know I hate asking and I understand that money is tight and best wishes are worth more to me than cash. But again thank you. If you have the spare cash and want to donate to a good cause, click THIS LINK. Thank you. Brett 2004-10-11 14:46:00 dear god i am a sap. lol i'm sitting here at the office crying cause I have passed my goal for AIDSWalk. Thank god i can hide it as a cold. LOL I need help. Thank you 2004-10-14 13:36:00 Photos So pissed that I was unable to get to the screening of the movie last night. I was recruited to clean out my grandfathers house so the renters could take a look at it. I hope it all went well. I am sure that the audience loved it. i have seen it like a dozen times and it makes me laugh and I am amazed at the quality, every time. Such a good movie. Posted all the England / Paris photos. There are 4 pages to go through. All the ones of Paris, my favorites, are up. Enjoy. :) AIDSWalk link to donate: CLICK HERE Was talking to people on line last night and trying to find a way to make more friends and it's really disheartening sometimes to talk to gay people and realize that there are some that will only talk to you so they can get you in bed. I know that's not everyone and it's a little hypocritical as I have slept with half of D.C. but it's odd. I love the friends I have and I want to make an effort to get out there again blahblhablhaaklkaslkjsdfkjgdsjfgnlakjngkafjnakjgnakjnfd i gotta pee 2004-10-18 15:30:00 cold I think I'm getting a cold. or maybe it's allergies. or maybe it's the election..my head hurts. Work is incredible slow right now now and it's driving me crazy. time seems to be a strange fickle bitch recently as I have totally missed so many events recently. I miss my best friend DJ's birthday, Joe's Birthday, numerous others to be sure, I missed Hamlet, I think I may have missed the play at Cedar Lane, haven't sent the smarties to Casey (they are on their way soon), and feel like I haven't been hanging out with anyone even though I have, sorta. Maybe I should formulate a clear idea of what I want to say before I say it, but that's no fun really. I was just going to post that I want to get a copy of the Guys Gone Wild videos and then I began to ramble. Maybe it's a game that I play with myself. I have to pee but I dont want to get up and walk all the way to the bathroom so I wait till the last minute or something. I need help. lol Oh well. I can't think of anything else exciting so I guess I will pee. God life is boring somedays. 2004-10-20 13:07:00 I hate being sick. I hate having a cold and being that snotty guy in the office that had Ludens and Kleenex on his desk. But at least I am feeling better today. Actually I am feeling oddly a lot better then yesterday. I left work Monday feeling loopy and weak and dizzy, not much of a difference from any other day really, and by the time I got home my throat hurt and I had a phlegm tumor in my head. It was...gross. So yesterday I stayed home and actually got a lot of resting and a lot of cleaning done. I have been on this kick to throw all the shit I have in my room out. I am a sucker for mementos. 'So and so gave me this when blah blah' and I am trying to get over that and toss it. Some stuff is a keeper obviously but I realized I have a TON of shit everywhere. One thing that I do is keep magazines. I don't know why. OCD. AAD. Who the hell knows. Anyway, so what I began to do it tear the pages out of the magazines and stick them in a pile to be scanned. So I did a lot of that yesterday. Wow that was pointless. Maybe I'm not better. lol AIDSWalk is this Saturday. Did I have volunteers to walk with me or I am going alone? I go do it either way, hell I can do it every way but I really like up against the wall, but it's fun with someone else. I'm gonna put my iPod on and ignore my screeching coworkers and blow my nose. Hasta la vista, baby. Which reminds me...I sat Terminator 3 on cable yesterday and I must say that I really enjoyed it. They done blow up shit good! I think this is a movie that I want to see again on DVD and see how they done do all that. A coworker just saw my sign up sheet for Aidswalk and asked if i was gonna walk around Washington and get AIDS. I hate this man anyway and I am doing everything in my power not to kill him. ARG. He just has a skewed sense of humor. I'm sensitive. I'm tired. I need to blow my nose. 2004-10-21 10:12:00 People are frickin idiots. Specifically people who run the computers where I work. It's amazing the ineptitude that runs rampant here. I don't think I can get into whats wrong but the basic fact of backing up certain items so that I can access my mail and WTS. I haven't been able to get mail since Monday. I need to get into my mail. Arg. Had to vent." 2004-10-22 10:48:00 please for the love of god make the election go away. i am so tired of hearing about all this crap and people trying to get my vote for this issue and that. I know who I'm voting for and I know why I'm voting for that person and no, I will not discuss it with anyone because it's not their business. I'm just peeved. I think it all comes down to traffic. I think my entire life is beginning to revolve around traffic. I found a new way to get to work and avoid 2 (yes TWO) traffic circles. Made me happy. Well happy until the next assmunch did something stupid in front of me. I mention this only cause I couldn't help but notice the sticker flash past but three times this morning I was witness to some car doing something incredibly stupid and illegal and the sticker on the back of the car was a Bush sticker. It made me laugh. Maybe the Kerry people do it too but you don't see many stickers on cars for him maybe for embarrassment reasons or the bush people peel them off. Who knows. But the one that made me rally happy today when while I was in the line of cars waiting to get on base, a truck, with a sticker, came up from the lane to the left and tried to cut in line to get on base. I was about 5 cars behind this guy and no one left him in, and I certainly didn't, and when I looked in the mirror the five cars behind me didn't let him in. I smiled and drove on base. What was the point of that..." 2004-10-23 20:31:00 Well it's over. AIDSWalk was this morning and it went off without a hitch. By the time I turned in all the money I had raised $500 dollars. So much more than I had imagined. It may not seem like a lot but I think I read a statistic once that every free HIV test costs roughly $75 to $100 dollars. So its a help. I want to thank everyone that was generous enough to support my walk. Thanks :) 2004-10-24 13:57:00 wouldn't you think after all the investigations that the Scooby Gang had that they would realize that there is no such thing as ghosts and so when they are being chased but all these 'monsters' they would just sto and catch them. Perhaps i should go outside...." 2004-10-25 00:28:00
2004-10-25 12:05:00 cute No reason to post this. it was cute. pissed off today. maybe me smile. enjoy. or not. dont care.
2004-10-26 12:43:00 Why am I so incredibly bad at explaining myself? Too many time in life I have been trying to talk to someone and it's really important for me to get my point across but I come across sounding like a retard at a rock concert. And of course it's always when it really important to me to clearly tell the other person what I am thinking because my brain starts to work and do it's evil magic and I begin the uberspiral into depression and self loathing and hatred. Fun place, let me tell you. I'll invite you over since at this point in life I have the place decked out to the nines! I'm just insane is all and scared of losing the thing I love, which isn't happening but the brain causes you to think otherwise, and communication is so important to me. So important that that leads to the aforementioned diarrhea of the mouth. I dunno. I never thought life to be like this at all but I am trying to work with what I am and have and it's all good. Oh look something shinny, i have to go....over here now." 2004-10-26 12:17:00
2004-10-26 13:19:00 i'm an idiot reason number 2: i mentioned, in a moment of weakness, that I have $63k in credit card debt (anyone posts a reply about that and I will fist you) and now I am getting tons of advice that I already know about from two women in my office. I appreciate that advice but it really pisses me off when they don't realize that I understand how I got here and how it happened and no I don't have tons of shit to show for it but it allowed me to eat and live and get my car fixed and they want to stare at me slack jawed and tell me what I have to do. I feel like the hulk recently, getting angrier and angrier (but without the purple pants cause with my pallid, or pale rather, skin they would look HORRIBLE!) and I really want to break something. But i know that if I start i'd be like Taz spinning and spinning and unable to stop. Maybe I watch too many cartoons." 2004-10-27 11:11:00 la la la. I think i'll make my drag name Schizophrenia. Maybe OC Diva! Better mood today. Got things off my chest and had a wonderful night with Jack. I feel fat. I want some of that soluble coffee from England. I need to call Casey and send her her Smarties. I need to fart....nevermind." 2004-10-27 14:00:00 i just walked down the hallway pretending that I was wolverine with my claws extended, tearing the walls apart. thank god no one saw me" 2004-10-29 11:57:00 i was driving in to work today, cause thats the easiest way to get here, and I saw a man, i know this cause he didn't have breasts, and this man was yelling, i assume since i didn't hear him but he seemed to have force in his words, at a wall, it may not have been a wall per se since it was only one section and it was holding up the road, but I guess wall works. And I thought it was funny. 2004-10-31 01:55:00 fuckity fuckity fuck fuck fuck |
