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2005-08-01
21:30:00
You are Captain Malcolm Reynolds,
aka. Mal or
Captain Tightpants. You saw most of your men
die
in a war you lost and now you seek solitude
with a small crew that you
are fiercely devoted
to. You have no problems being naked.
Which Firefly character are
you?
brought to you by Quizilla"
2005-08-02 13:45:00
my watch band smells of sweat. icky.
there are some
sweet pics from Harry Potter GoF over at http://www.the-leaky-cauldron.org/.
Cho Chang is a hottie."
2005-08-02 15:25:00
So Ky and I went
to Six Flags America yesterday...er... I mean I wasn't feeling well so I had to
take the day off work. And it always help to call before you go to bed the
night before, im my
case around 1 am, so that way you don't have to worry about
it in the morning. :)
Anyway, so far this year our coaster trak has
taken us to Kings Dominion, Busch Gardens,
Hershey Park and now Six Flags
America. By far and without question America is the worst
park of them all.
Things have greatly improved this year but they still have some work to do.
Themeing and general feel of the park still feels thrown together. It's a fun
outing but since the
park is so incredibly small that we were done by the after
noon and headed out. That and I
think we are getting jaded in terms of
coasters. We have been on so many this year that the
ones at America are nice
but nothing to write home about. Well Superman is still a blast. Its
the only
coaster that has made me see stars while I was on it. And Batwing is fun for
the
sheer novelty of it being a flying coaster. Pics will be up soon on
blackotter.
Next up, Six Flags Great Adventure and hopefully ending
the east coast season with Cedar
Point.
2005-08-02 15:34:00
listening to jason mraz makes me happy
using caps
makes me sad
not being sure if it's capitol or capital (well looking
at it i know which it is) makes me dumb.
2005-08-03 11:29:00
Let's see, its wednesday and so far:
I have sat
through 2 meetings.
Badmouthed an employee to my boss. It was necessary
but I hated doing it but it was
making the customer uncomfortable.
Been
validated, though only to myself, with something that I have been talking about
finally coming true to everyone's surprise but mine since I said it was going
to happen
months ago.
Been told that I may have to do Overtime soon.
MONEY!
And just looked at photos of a friend on the beach in SF and I am
SO craving the
water right now. I NEED to go to the beach. it's crazy.
I
have a headache.
2005-08-04 13:33:00
gloomy brain day. work
getting busy. lots to do. coworkers
annoying me.
dailykitten.com is
fun:
2005-08-04 16:14:00
I am listening to the new RuPaul, getting pissed at the the
stories on Gay.com, drinking my
Starbucks coffee and drinking my Ethos
wate,and I'm craving a packed dance
floor. I am
feeling SOOOO gay right now.
2005-08-05
10:10:00
Good times last night. Small crowd, odd music sometimes but fun
overall. Trying to get as much Nation as I can before the baseball assholes
teardown my
neighborhood, displace hundreds of lower class people and destroy a
seedy section of the
city, the last area for debauchery, for a baseball
stadium. I loathe baseball. Always have.
The boys aren't that cute and the game
is boooooring as shit. Anyway. Walked in to the
sound of VNV Nation which
always makes me happy and then they played a cool cover
of I Feel Love which
always makes me happy. I need that song.
"Hey there big
guy. You want a sooooooda?"
Damn i totally forgot what I
was gonna say. Crazy dreams last night. more later when i get
my brain back
2005-08-05 10:31:00
i just had some nuts and now i'm
even hungrier.
take that as you will
2005-08-05
13:04:00
gacked from Remus and Albus
Harry Potter Personality
Quiz by Pirate Monkeys
Inc.
Update: And according to this
site I'm an ENFJ. Go fig. I don't know what I am
anymore.
lol
2005-08-06 12:01:00
Hot damn! The song that i was looking for
was I Feel Love done by The Blue Man
Group. It's going to be a loud Donna
Summer day today! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
2005-08-07 01:18:00
YAY and Huzzah! Just watched a copy of the one act that I did
last weeks and I am
actually happy with my performance. I didn't suck all that
bad. I send a HUGE thank you
to the ever wonderful and always enjoyable for taping the night. It is a
beautiful taping
and a classy DVD.
Tonight's shows went well. It
was the best Not a Salesman that we have had so far.
I just wonder if I did do
all that I could with both of the pieces that I directed. Not
a salesman is a
victim of atrocious writing. Even attempting to write a follow up to
an Arthur
Miller play is a stupid idea and this was just a hacked piece of crap. I
just
hope that I did all I could do. Rainbow Sprinkles is a show that can direct
itself
as long as the actors don't get in the way and think too much. Tonight
wasn't their
greatest showing but it was still solid. Not that solid is good
but the crowd seems to
respond well.
And with that, it's off to bed.
2005-08-07 01:31:00
I should be asleep but i am trying
to go over photos on my computer and organize and
get them into folders and
stuff so I can post more and in the past year I have aged like
20 years. This
year has had plenty of sucky ass fucking days. This are improving but
they have
certainly taken their toll. And I have GOT to get back to the gym.
this
post is pointless
2005-08-09 11:04:00
what a gloriously gloomy
day. I love days like this. I woke, much
later than I wanted because some
gremlins, personally I think it's the Trix rabbit since
we had that row years
ago, turned off my damn alarm clock. So i got an extra hour and
a half of
sleep. When I over sleep, I really over sleep. None of this pussy 20 minutes
for
me! But then I had the news on because at that point all I can do is stare
off into space.
Me in the morning isn't the most pretty picture. And there was
this ad for business travel.
I really want to travel. I love airports and
hotels and the excitement of a new city. True
this new city might be Omaha but I
have never been there. I like my job 46.78% of time
time but after 8 years a
rut begins to develope. Oh well. Now off to the first meeting of
MEETING
TUESDAY!
WheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeecoughEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
2005-08-09 12:11:00
today feels like a Dolly Parton day.
2005-08-10 08:46:00
People are so annoying. Coworkers that is.
It's
been about 14 hours since my last cigarette. Feeling ok now.
Bad
coffee at starbucks this morning. I think i may try another route to work where
I pass the safeway and get my starbucks there because with your Safeway card
you get your 7th coffee free.
2005-08-10 11:55:00
ok so the
uber annoying ugly guy in the office has an added annoyance, he smells. he was
leaning over me to check out the printer address and he just reaked! And I am
not one for bad smells. I wish i could stand it but it was rank. And the worst
thing was was that it was very faint. Just this tiny wisp of stink. This man
annoys the living crap outta me on a daily basis. Arg.
18 hours
2005-08-10 14:37:00
working on posting pics from theatre
stuff on my webzite. there are some from cedar lane this summer and last
summer. lots more to come.
2005-08-11 00:12:00
oh my
freaking god:
http://www.cartmanthearistocrat.com/
2005-08-11 10:15:00
Offending Post!
Oh it's been a long time since I have posted
anything about this site. And I don't know how it came up last night as I was talking
to E, but I just had to look at the splendor of the wonderful offerings for
sale. And no, I don't own any.
Its npw behind a cut tag and NOT
WORK SAFE.
Yes
it's theJackhammer Jesus Dildo from Divine-interventions.com. Some of the
taglines are freaking hysterical.
Felling dirty now.
2005-08-11 14:33:00
So today is the one year anniversary of the worst day of my
life.
A period when I honestly thought
that there was no way back to reality and I had no
desire to go there. Today, a
year ago, was the day that my then boyfriend told me he was
HIV +. Insert lots
of crying and cursing to god and stuff, pass a years time, and here I am.
He
and I have remained friends to a arm's length degree but with all that was
going on I
guess that is the best we can get.
So with that, I again
offer my link to AIDSWALK.
I know that with all the troubles in the
world there are other things to
concern yourself with but if you have the urge and the spare cash, I would
really appreicate a donation so that someone out there will have the access to
whatever it is they need to make them live a little longer.
Thank
you to all of you that have already donated.
Click
here to donate.
2005-08-12 09:32:00
treated myself
to a solo theatre experience last night and went and
saw "Take me
Out" at the Studio theatre. I think it's the first time I have been
to that theatre. Very nice space. And
the show was excellent. All the acting was superb and the flow was
nice and the
sets were beautiful and minimal. It was just what I needed to relax with.
Dolly Parton will be at DAR on the 23rd. Hmmmm
2005-08-12 09:34:00
Thank you Nguyet and Josh
2005-08-12 12:04:00
Anyone want
to give me a couple million dollars? Just curious.
See, after
walking around the city last night and looking at all this really cool
archetecture, I would love to have a huge home / friend hostel. A place where I
could live and have friends come by and have a free place to stay when they
were in town. And over on 13th St there
are some really nice places. That whole
area seems to be totally crack whore free now.
Well, until I move in that is. :)
2005-08-12 13:02:00
deep funk approaching.
should
be here.....about....now.
2005-08-12 15:43:00
How perfect
2005-08-12 16:58:00
Madonnarama is tomorrow. Can't wait. All who want to come
should. It may be the last at Nation before they tear it down for 'baseball'.
Blarg.
You know you like Madonna. You can't help but know her
songs. And she's friken 47 years old and still rocks! Come to Nation
saturday
2005-08-12 23:42:00
So, more theatre was had.
Tonight I was supposed to see The Aristocrats but when I got
to the theatre, it
was sold out. Why I didn't get tickets on-line is beyond me. Anyway, I
left my
friends, who already had tickets, and headed up 14th street. I then realized
that Les Liaisons Dangereuses was playing at the Source theatre being put up by
the Actors Theatre
of Washington. Holy crap this was such a good show. I have
yet to see a show by ATW
that hasn't floored me. And being that ATW is the only
GLBT theatre in Washington, all the roles were played by men. Amazingly this
was not distracting at all. Everyone wore white
shirts and black pants and the
'female' characters all had one or two items to demote their femininity. One
had ear rings and a necklace, one had a hair band and so forth. The acting
was
superb. Everyone did a wonderful job. And our own Mike Way was in it and did a
great job. There was nudity that was not distracting and simulated sex which
makes the
scene where Valmont writes the note on the back of the courtesan just
beautiful and funny.
I HIGHLY recommend this show. It's only 30
bucks and runs to September 6th. http://www.atwdc.org
I love good theatre
2005-08-14 23:50:00
I'm no fred flintstone but I can
sure make your bed rock.
I love Harvey Birdman
2005-08-15 10:14:00
I am seriously about to fucking lose my shit. We are trying to
get this Beta test done so we
can get our software out but that means I can't
be there to help this fucking idiot testers that shouldn't be brought within 15
feet of a keyboard. And the asshole
that is down there in
charge isn't sending me the info I need. If a CR fails I
have to retest it and see if it's software
or procedure fail. But he isn't
sending me anything. Then someone here took it upon himself
to have all the
stuff sent to him instead of me. Why he went and did that is beyond me. I want
to punch someone or something. No, someone would be better.
2005-08-15 19:04:00
"I'm going to go toss the virtual salad."
Bart Simpson"
2005-08-17 12:28:00
crap i'm in one of those
terribly over sentimental moods. I had a few minutes to look over the thousand
emails that I have to respond to that I haven't yet. For some reason I am
listening to 'Maybe' from Annie. What the hell is wrong with me. lol
I also feel like my brain is
trying to still recall a dream. I drempt I was in New York but I can't remember
any more than that. I know something happened to make me still want to think
about it but I just can't recall what it is.
2005-08-18 15:37:00
Taken from downtown lad
This
rendering of The
Milky Way
is pretty fascinating. Look how vast it is. When I
look at this
picture, it just makes me think how idiotic it is that people
are
basing their entire lives on what some dude named Jesus did 2000
years
ago on some dinky planet called Earth that revolves around a
distant
star called The Sun.
And if there really is a
God, who not only
reigns over this one galaxy, but trillions of others, do
you really
think he sits there and says to himself "I sure hope
there aren't two
dudes ass-fucking on that planet over
there....."
___________
One day i will have
something important to say. But not now. B
2005-08-18 16:52:00
Ever get the feeling that you're doing nothing with your life?
I was just sitting here thinking,
well the thought began as I was sitting and
shitting, that there are so many things that I want
to do in life that I know I
will never get the chance to, only because the sheer volume of
things and the
amount of time required would have me living to 834 years old. And now
that
fall is approaching, my favorite season I have decided, all the smells remind
me of
things that I want to do or like. Summer is the time where I want to do
things but it's to
hot, so when fall comes and everyone gets all fall clothed
up, then it feels like it's the time
to get something done. Like waking up in
the morning to coffee on a chilly day. The perfect would be getting up, dressed,
walking in the chill to the corner to get coffee, smell the city
and walk to
work. But then there is the outdoors, nothing is as beautiful as the fall in
the country. I dont know what the fuck i'm talking about. I want a new job, new
acting career,
new city, new clothes, new skin, new hair, try something in a
new way....I think i'm too
tired to really think straight. That and too much
country music makes me way too
introspective.
2005-08-19 10:01:00
Had a dream about Las Vegas last night. I think my brain is traveling out at night without
taking my body. I vaguely remember there being
gambling, cars, and the slight chance of strippers. I meant to write some of
this down but in my Nation induced lack of sleep I
couldn't muster the energy
to find something to write on.
Just read a trip report on this
coaster site about Cedar Point. I can't wait to go. We have
tickets for Labour
Day and a two day stay. I can't WAIT!
2005-08-19 11:51:00
Cum
I am slightly weirded out but the fact that I really have
nothing to say. I mean I have things
in my brain but they aren't for LJ. There
were times that I would ramble on and on about
god knows what and throw in a
certain comment about my oh-so-fun digestive system and
my over exhubent
flatulence. Maybe the well has run dry. Maybe I find my stories boring. I even
went out and bought a dildonic device but that seems boring too. I don't get
me. Is this
a mid life crisis? I do want to go out and by an iBook. I can't
really afford the new Ferrari.
Or the iBook. I have a wonderful man in my life,
a great family, friends who are always
there, but yet something isn't right. It
all may be my ExTrEmE tiredness and slight hangover
that is
bringing this on. Who knows.
I am also kinda weirded out that they
played that "Bob your head" song from the Burger
King
commericals at Nation last night. Yes it may have been around before the
commercial but when the song was over I wanted to cover my body in fat and
grease
and run around like the greased up deaf guy from Family Guy.
More
inane ramblings after this message from our sponsor.
2005-08-22 12:08:00
,iBook
Owner of iBook am i now. Wheeeee.
2005-08-22 19:40:00
blarg
Why does my throat still hurt after a few days. i think
it's getting better but it is just so
annoying. Plus I am getting tired of
sitting here in bed. Good thing is that i have a toy ro
play with but I am
tired of being here. ug.
but I did have a nice weekend even though
i was pretty ill and sleeping on the sofa a lot.
I did get a chance to see
Singing in the Rain on the big screen down in Charlottesville. The
was pretty
sweet and the theatre was awesome.
Now time to relax again.
2005-08-23 11:38:00
dammit. i apologize to anyone who
gets this invite to hi5. i hit the fucking wrong button and apparently sent out
emails to everyone in my address book. fuxor. There were people I don't even
talk to anymore on there. Crapity crap.
I don't want to be at work
today even though it's a faitly good work day.
I was looking at
pics of Paris this morning. it would be nice to be back there for a little
vacation. sigh.
2005-08-24 09:23:00
i think i need to be
taken out and be reprogrammed. As I was laying in bed last night
recovering
from whatever it is that I have, I was bored but all that I say on television
... until
I remembered my cache od british television shows on tivo. I laughed
out loud at Vicar of Dibley and Little Britian and hissed at Footballer's
Wives. I really think in a past life I was british because it's getting to the
point that this is the only television i can stand now. I tried
to watch the
American version of the Office and it was drek.
Though I do really
enjoy Tommy Lee goes to College. I thought that I would hate it but I am
finding myself totally loving this show. I think Tommy is cool.
Other
than than, I did nothing but sleep all night. It was very nice... until I had
to go to bed
and I couldn't sleep. Tossed and turned all freaking night. Woke
up at 4, 5, 6 and finally 7.
SO ANNOYED!
that's all. go away.
2005-08-24 14:03:00
i'm tired of being sick. i have no
desire to do anything. i dont
want to eat. can't concentrate on anything. don't
even have any urges for sex. That last
one scares me. And my temperature was
just taken at 96.7. I think i've died but for some reason am still moving. My
temp is usually 97.4 so this isn't all that shocking but it's getting annoying.
I was fine all morning and now I feel poopy again.
New Depeche Mode
single is making me happy.
The lumbering dolt that will start
talking to you and then never leave has, i think, gotten
the clue that I hate
him. I'm usually a nice guy but this chap is just so dense that I can't
hold
back. I roll my eyes at his approach. Never look him in the eyes. And go out of
my
way to help fellow coworkers caught under his spell. And the man just
driving me crazy because he's supposed to do out website and this would mean
that you have some sort
of proficiency in html. But this
ape, and I use the term only because I would alomst require evidence to the
contrary, spends all his day talking and chatting. And some of these
conversations will last over an hour. You can always tell the people who want
to get
rescued because you can see it in their eyes. He is the just the most
ignorant, lumbering,
stupid, dolt of a man I have encountered in a long time.
2005-08-25 10:53:00
I am a fucking walking ball of SNOT!
AIIIIIIGGGGGHHHHHHHH
2005-08-25 12:07:00
i wonder if it would be possible
to do a gay version of Midsummer's. I was thinking about
this because i'm
tryingt to clean emails and ran across Ty's stuff and took her club idea and
made it gay. But sorta twisted/androgenous/gay/druggie thing. I really wish i
could write on paper what I see in my head.
2005-08-25 13:53:00
I work
with some of the dumbest mother fuckers on the planet. this 'man' Ken just
basically fucked my work up for me. I'm so mad i could slam his greasy head
into the wall. I may
need a smoke
2005-08-26 13:15:00
holy crap i'm bored
beyond belief. i took off work today because I was getting the chills yesterday
and figured that I had to get some rest. And I am but I am soooo bored. And
the
sad thing is that I have not enough energy to do anything but lay in bed and
rest. I hate
this. I also feel guilty for being sick and having to miss work.
But at least there is an
marathon of Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends on
Cartoon Network. YAY. That makes
the day better I suppose. :)
2005-08-29 10:18:00
wonderful weekend, more on that later.
I love english
beat
liquorice altoids rock
i cant wake up
i can finally hear in
my left ear after being deaf, due to cold, for two days
people annoy me.
more later
2005-08-30 11:10:00
sitting here
looking at all the photos of New Orleans makes me feel like my issues are
pretty petty. but why is it that I can't seem to get enough information. i want
to read
everything i see and take in all the photos of it all. does this make
me a sick(er) man than i already am?
i hate mosquitos. i have sooo
many bites on my leg that I hardly slept last night. Arg.
2005-08-31 10:45:00
nothing to say really. Just sad and angered by all the devastation in New Orleans. I need
to stop watching television.
Had
a really nice weekend. Went to Ky's for a welcome home party for our friend
Jena.
It was six of us just eating and drinking and dancing and smoking and
just having a blast. Sunday my mom came down with the dogs and we all hung out
and pottery shopped.
Found some really freaking cool pottery. Thankfully I left
my wallet at Ky's house or else I would have dropped some serious cash. Then
took the dogs to the river and played in the water. It was a very nice relaxing
weekend.
This weekend we are headed to Cedar Point for more
coasters! I can't freaking wait!!
2005-08-31 21:47:00
good lord
I know I am in a sappy ass mood when I am watching Lilo and Stitch 2
and now I am
getting teary. As I am apt to share too much way too often, I
totally love Lilo and Stitch.
It was also something that bonded Jack and I. It
was silly but some of the best things in life
are. Jack and I had Hilary Duff
and uber cheesy chick flicks and Ky and I have Fosters and coasters and Family
Guy. I really think that in times of craziness and need it's nice to
remember
the subtle and seemingly insignificant things that remind us that we are still
alive
and great individual creatures.
That's all. Go give someone a
hug or tell them you love them.
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