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2004-08-02 10:43:00 i love when your looking through your bills on line and paying them as you have for a while, trying to be diligent when suddenly you notice that your Citibank Visa, who already has you on probation for not paying on time, is asking for double the minimum payment, 630$, because of recurring charges from my website. Sigh. So now i have sooooo little money it"s just not funny. Sigh. Oh well, I"m just annoyed that Uplinkearth didn't send a notice saying that they were gonna charge my account 170$. I also can't find one of my cushions for my earfones so I have to listen to all the cock knockers talking about their boring mundane beer swilling, NASCAR watching mother fucking weekends. Is it bad that I dream of bringing a flask to work? 2004-08-02 10:48:00 HELL In other news, the play went really well this weekend. The Sunday at 8pm shows are always odd but last night was a very nice responsive crowd. I am so happy with my actors. They are doing a really good job. I sound like a proud parent -- which just is really dirty. I also got the coolest gift ever from my cast. it"s had to describe and maybe I"ll try to scan it in... So there is one more week of shows at Cedar Lane Stage for this second set. Tickets are just 5$ for two hours of quality entertainment. Shows are Saturday and Sunday at 8:00. FREE PUNCH AND COOKIES! I love the Cure. Well old Cure. Have I mentioned that Work sucks? Just curious. Going to see Rush tomorrow. :) I got nothing I miss everyone 2004-08-02 11:25:00 2004-08-05 15:11:00 You do this justt to spite me Yeah so I"m taking a break from work cause it"s driving me crazy and I am playing with Firefox. Such a cool program. Quick updates: Rush was freaking awesome. Leland and I had a good time. We drank wine out of the bottle, we each had our own, and met some really cool people. We talked to this one guy who seemed a bit ... uh rural but he was very cool with the fact that we were gay. Everyone seemed to not really care. We had great seats and the music was incredible. This couple in front of us gave us passes for the VIP lounge and that was very cool. I got so trashed. It was funny. heh This weekend is the last weekend for my play. Sadness. It has been a blast. I have been lucky to have a great cast and working such nice people. I cant think of anything else 2004-08-09 10:55:00,Hillside
John, Casey, Andy, and me. Well Hillside in Hell is over. It was the funnest theatre experience I have had in a while, probably since the AC showcase. I think that we all really bonded well and got along and had a good time. I want to thank the few of you that came out to see the show. I hope you had fun. :) Saturday"s show was easily the best. Everything seemed to just click and I was grinning in the back row like a proud parent. I wish I could have caught that one on film. It"s always fun to see people click and get along so well and that night was perfect. Friday we went to see John in his show in Gaithersburg. I can't think of the name of the play but it was a Durang so it was odd. Very wonderfully odd. And John looks hot in a dress. Jack"s back in the hospital and it"s driving me crazy cause I feel like I haven't had the time to spend with him in there. It"s the same thing with his nose that got all swollen but this time it"s his lip. He"s been in the hospital since Friday. It hate it. There is nothing like seeing someone you care about laying in a hospital bed and there is nothing you can do. hopefully he will be out soon. back to work. blarg 2004-08-10 01:20:00 Ham Ya know, I always thought friendship was a two was street. Apparently this isn't the same feeling to some people because they are so self involved that they just can't seem to think about anything other than themselves. I am still stunned by a conversation I had over IM a little while ago where I was asked to get together and talk about something that happened over 8 months ago. I explained my position that I cant meet at the moment cause my grandfathers funeral is this saturday, my boyfriend is in the hospital and I am about to go to England for a month so getting together and talking is a little out of the question. To all of this I got a cursory ""sorry about it all"" and then a guilt trip about how this person tried and it"s just not working to meet. Well ya know what, this is why we don't fucking talking in the first place anymore. The world, and this may come as a shock, does NOT revolve around you. Just because I have more important things going on in my life right now and can't get together is not a slight against you. Think about other people and their needs sometimes, it"s a good thing. I understand each person taking time for themselves and thier issues, like I am, but try being considerate for once. This is the same thing that happened the last time we tried to talk and at that point I was very busy and cause I couldn't meet when you wanted to, you went off in a huff. I"m tired. I"m going to bed. What the fuck ever. 2004-08-12 16:42:00 I can't imagine anyone in this world that makes me happier than you. I have watched you sleep, i have watched you cry, i have watched you laugh and I will be there for everything else After every head turn, every person that catches my eye, every crush, and every love, it is your name that will forever be etched on my heart. Time is fleeting and I want to spend the rest of it with you 2004-08-12 16:02:00negative please I have such an urge to write a journal entry but i cant formulate words. I am so freaking exhausted. I hate hospitals. I think I said that before, and i"m sure to be saying it again. I miss acting. I wish I could do it now. How does one stay awake through 2 tylenol pm on an empty stomach? i need to blow my nose 2004-08-13 23:40:00 2004-08-15 09:32:00 well that was a fitful sleep. That was the first time that I had true nightmares. I"d fall asleep and it would be the same thing. Got to the point where i had to whack myself in the head to get out of bed. I really hope this isnt a trend 2004-08-15 22:42:00 Whose Ya know I think I could watch Whose like is it anyway for days. I love this show and I think it"s the first time I have really laughed in pretty much a week. It feels good. 2004-08-18 09:05:00 smells smells are such an amazing thing. you can't recall a smell from memory but the moment you get a whiff of something that remotely reminds you of something, then the flood gates open. i was just walking down the hallway to get to my office and something reminded me of the hospital that Jack was staying in. It was odd. I think it was just the general disinfectant smell that was everywhere but the hallway snapped me back instantly. in good news jack is out of the hospital and back at work. very good news. more later 2004-08-19 09:42:00,SHADDUP My coworker is diving me nuts and wont shut up. they are drilling outside my concrete wall i got an americano instead of a red eye. i"ve been up since 5:45 2004-08-19 10:34:00 2004-08-23 09:21:00 2004-08-23 13:21:00 weekend What a nice relaxing weekend. Did pretty much nothing and man it felt nice. I did my best to shut off my brain and become the vegetable I long to be and I think it worked. Friday night Jack and I got out of the house and went into the city for a little while. We hadn't really been downtown and it was nice. We stopped for food at Lauriol Plaza and it was yummy. I forgot how loud that place was. Good for groups but had for two people. Then we kinda putzed around a bit before deciding that we were going to go to Remington"s. It was nice but the music didn't seem to be very loud, its never blaring which is nice, and the D.C. Cowboys were there. Now I love the D.C. Cowboys because some of them are cute and they were having an auction that night for HIV/AIDS charities but I have never seen a gayer dance routine on display. Ever. First off they do a routine to Footloose, which last time I checked wasn't country. if you"re going to call yourselves the D.C. Cowboys, you may want to stick to some country music. Lord knows there"s enough gay country music out there. We were laughing, audibly, so hard that we had to leave. We laughed all the way back to the car. hehehe Saturday morning I dropped jack off at work and went to get my car emissioned. Oh what fun. Then everything shut off. I wanted to go to Ikea but found a target first and stayed there for what seemed like hours, then never made it to Ikea but did get to Best Buy, got Wendy"s (which isn't important except that Jack loves Wendy"s and I went without him and he gave me the cute scowly face), picked up Elizabeth and went to the mall, got coffee, dropped her off and then back to Tyson"s to pick up Jack. Then went to Leland and Matt"s house for dinner and then back to my house for sleep. Lots of sleep. Woke up Sunday dropped Jack off at work, cleaned both cars and my house, went into the city and read my new favorite book ""Island of the Sequined Love Nun"" for an hour, picked up Jack again, made dinner, watched "13 going on 30" (cute), and then more sleep. It was nice to do nothing. 2004-08-25 09:11:00 The power of three Three days till I go to the UK and I am so fucking excited. I am making plans and getting hostels ready and train tickets. I booked my hostel in Paris and now i have to get the Eurostar and my hostel in London and then I am good to go. It"s always odd not knowing the bad areas of a city. But oh my god I can't wait. I"ll be gone a month, working three of those weeks but it will be nice to be away for a while. I wish I could bring Jack with me but thats a trip for another time. Totally vegged last night. Jack bought me Ella Enchanted and we got Chinese and watched the movie. Ya"know, it wasn't a bad flick for what it was. I mean I really enjoyed it and there were some really funny moments. Much better than Princess Diaries 2 or some of the other drivel out there. I haven't got much to say. My head does feel woozy tho. Like I am always off balance or something. Not sure what that means. I feel drunk without any of the other effects. 2004-08-25 10:25:00 i work with friggin idiots. i"d expound on that but it just gets into a lot of swearing. lets just say that I ended up talking to my 2nd in command boss like he was a 4 year old child with downs syndrome. 2004-08-26 15:41:00 going to Nation tonight. anyone else? 2004-08-27 11:32:00Me so lucky So last night was Nation. Normally I'd stop there because Nation is just the same week after week. But last night was a night that I think still hasn't hit me yet. Two friends were there that are both moving on with their lives and going on to bigger and better things and I know I will see them but not as often as I used to. No more wednesday night champagne and playstation 2 evenings. No more random acts of extreme stupidity and hilarity. But all is good. I was talking to my friend last night about life and finality and the amazing silliness that is life. We both, for different reasons, try to live with the understanding that today may be your last day on earth. Things happen for a reason and most importantly in this case is that people come into your lives for a reason. It's funny that she and I have known each other for just a few weeks but it feels like there is this incredible bond between us. I have been fortunate to have a few people in my life where you get this "There you are!" feeling the first time you meet. It's really incredible. Off to PA she goes to do wonderful things and at some point we WILL do Taming of the Shrew!! I don't know what to say about you E. You are crazy and wonderful and a joy to hang with. I am going to miss you Dorothy. (The whole scarecrow thing from last night...anyway...) We will meet up again in NY and take the city. You have allowed me to open up like i haven't done in years. Made me silly beyond all recognition and it"s been great. You too will do wonderful things. And we won't lose touch cause you have to call me, if nothing else, to try and convince me that I"m not fat. Getting all deep and shit and I have Enya on. Anyone got a warm bath and a razor blade? Tasteless party of 1. I have been so looking forward to this trip but all my giddiness has changed. It"s still here but I already miss people and I really miss Jack. As incredibly fucked up this year has been, it has been an amazing one too. LYJ Getting sappy and i have to heat my coffee. Seacrest out! 2004-08-31 11:13:00 UK Hi, all. I have made it to England. So far driving is a fucking blast and not as hard as I thought. And EVERYONE speeds here! Its great. Tons of pics so far and much more to come when I have more time to write something. Back to work now. Cheers |