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Sorry it's looks so boring. It's the Journal for the month of June 2003. The journal begins at first entry for that month. 2003-06-02 15:41:00 PUSSY EATING BANANA! So this weekend was rather fun. Saturday I joined my friend Scott and 4 of his friends in seeing Margaret Cho at the Warner Theatre. I saw her last year for her Notorious C.H.O tour and she was hysterical then but I think she may have been even funnier this time around. This tour was I think called Revolutions and she was certainly more political this time. It makes no sense to talk about the jokes because I could never do her justice but my god her facial expressions alone your cause the place to burst out laughing. But her main point, which I could identify with, was TMI. A lot of what she talked about was being Asian-American and how it felt to be that way in America. How minorities are marginized, being it race or sexual, and that everyone needs to have a louder voice and that when you are telling a story and someone doesn't want to hear it, that you tell it anyway. They need to hear it and only with louder voices can we make our presence known. I'll have to do a much better version for the website later but damn it was a funny show. Before that we went to this awesome restaurant in D.C. called Red Sage. Amazing food, I had Elk, and a delicious wait staff. Hehe I said staff. Sunday a co-worker and I went to Six Flags and had a blast. There was no one there since the threat of rain was constant so we got to ride various coasters a total of 20 times. I am sore today. I have this awesome vid on Minderaser and the Joker's Jink but I don't think I have enough room to post them. But I will try. off to get more coffee. 2003-06-05 09:19:00 dreams Man I am having the most fucked up dreams recently and I don't know what they mean. Some are about work and some not. But some of the work ones aren't about my job they are about odd things. Example: we have a revolving door in our cafeteria. I dreamt it was gone. The next day, awake, I looked over and it was still there. I was confused. The one last night, that is quickly fading, dealt with some party, a big storm, a restaurant, tons of cars being flooded below the hotel (it was on the beach) dead bodies floating in the water, sex (not with the dead bodies just with everyone in general) and other stuff. Over all it was a great dream, save for the dead bodies, and I remember having one a couple weeks ago about the same kind of thing where a bunch of friends or hot people or whatever were trapped in a hotel and there were terrorists. Kind of like a Die Hard kind of thing. I think I need more sleep, or sex, or an orgy. I think a orgy would be nice right about now. Wonder if I could begin a traveling orgy. Accept applications and go to various places and just have people go at it. I would be doing it as well. And filming. Okay I just spent two minutes staring off into space. I need to go now. 2003-06-06 10:53:00 me so dumb Ok, I am officially an idiot. Or so I have been told. So in addition to being the lead in the movie, I have now agreed to direct a one act for the Cedar Lane Stage Summer Sampler of one acts. I don't know why. I just love it. Now I just need to stop working and do this shit full time. So the auditions for the one acts are June 16 and 17. I can't be there the 17th because of rehearsal but I encourage all of you who have the itch to act to come out and try it. It's short one acts and they are fun and the people are great and its a guarantee sell out. 100 + crowd. Its fun. 2003-06-06 09:22:00 Xena needs Xex, Hey, is anyone going to Pride this weekend? We can watch all the queens scream and melt if it rains. 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DC Pride was ... fun. Details and pics to follow. 2003-06-10 10:20:00 pride pics I put some pics of pride, nothing freaky tho - didnt take may of those - here : Pride Photos 2003-06-11 15:03:00 cpeling i wood just lick to apolgize fer my lak of cpeling and gramer. I wuz reding oldr entryies an i shuld realy red them befor i post 'em. Sorry :) (Spell check is going to have a field day with this) 2003-06-11 12:58:00 Cork I must be at a low point today cause I just can't focus on anything and nothing tastes good. There is a connection. I tried a diet coke, nothing, sugar-free Reese’s Peanut butter cups (actually quite good), nothing. Even, and this is the scariest of them all - I don’t even want coffee. I'm worried. :) Is just one of those days where I don't feel like I can do anything. I was reading an article about Ang Lee and his direction of the Hulk and his amazing vision that seems to work and all I have is this little one act but I can't help but think I'm going to fuck that up. Acting, the one thing I love above all (except for a nice mutton lettuce and tomato sandwich where the mutton is niice and leean) and I can't help but think that I have no talent there as well. I was bitching about this to Kelley last night after rehearsals and if everyone says I'm good, or adequate or whatever, why can't I believe a little of it so I can be more confident? I want someone to say that guy has talent, I believed him or something. I keep talking about this validation I need from my acting and I don't know what this validation is but I am craving it. I need to find the foundation so that I can continue to grow. Israel and Palestine - can't spell - are in such a crock of shit right now. Its so amazing and sad and infuriating to watch all this and to know there all this posturing is for naught and there is no end to the conflict. And this, in a very very basic way, is what my one act deals with. Very topiclicious. :) Going to drop some kids off at the pool. 2003-06-12 11:45:00 Orlando Bloom is so hot. See: 2003-06-12 09:49:00 Season 4 delight I love coming (hell I could stop the sentence there) home and finding a little images/box on my stoop with the familiar smiley face. I knew instantly what it was and tore through the images/box with wild abandon. Wrapped in plastic alone in the images/box was the Fourth season of Buffy, I got all choked up. Also included was a notice that said the 5th season, by the end of the year, would be read-y. (in my mind I am writing this in a rhyme of the Grinch) Gleeee Gleeeee Gleeeee *burp* 2003-06-13 08:36:00 lsktrng;s ofdgsn ;fdivauhai fahvlgsb fdligsuadn fzsjidhfng lkadfgblaangeralsdjknfa vsdoaisdflaisdubflasdhbfadsfapissed;askdjnfalisdnfalsdflaksdnflkasdjnflaksdjf adkjfa sdlkfjadfadsfawhatthefuck;sdfogj as;dfjgasdfgdfg 2003-06-13 01:32:00 Mood: Angry jason FUCK 2003-06-15 22:53:00 penis penis penis vagina vagina vagina So I have auditions tomorrow for my one act at Cedar Lane and I am worried that I will get nothing to work with. I have read the script and its pretty good for a local play. Cheesy ending but of well. But of course I have cast the play in my head with the type of people I want and I don't know if I will get it. And of course I have to miss the second night of auditions cause I have rehearsal for the movie so that makes me a little more tense. But my stress ulcer has vacated my mouth and that has to be a good thing. 2003-06-15 22:48:00 so I was touching myself in the car today. I had this ear ache that odd. It went away but it felt like I had a bug bite or something. Anyway I also had this odd daydream in traffic that I was stuck in this room of mirrors and everywhere I turned I saw me. it was odd so I got really angry and started punching all the mirrors. To my annoyance there was this black substance behind each mirror that eventually turned into another mirror and all I had was a bloody hand and now shards of mirror on the floor to taunt |
