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2005-05-01 00:45:00
Well the day is over and a great shoot was had. Did the 48 Film Project with Kelley and crew again 
and had a blast. They day flew by. I had a wonderful time with everyone. :) 

2005-05-02 11:02:00
"Holy carp i'm sleepy. 

I now have the photo of me with blood dripping down my face on as my background for my laptop.
 hehe 

Family Guy was good last night. I was a little too giddy to see that show. I really need a life. 

Got no sleep. Tired from the weekend.

 Have dress rehearsal tonight for DOS. Going to collapse halfway through. Craving a hot dog.

   

 2005-05-04 10:22:00
"Well, i can't say it's wrong...

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2005-05-06 12:05:00
//ADVERT// 

Tonight is the opening of my play 
Death of a Salesman
 
By Arthur Miller 

The process has been rough and last nights show was rough but the audience loved it. Well 
they were all OLD people so they were just happy to be out of the old folks home. 

In all seriousness, I am very happy for this play and encourage people to see it. 
It is at the Chevy Chase Community Center. 
All information is here: http://www.chevychaseplayers.org/  

//\ADVERT// 

2005-05-06 13:43:00
crap i'm tired. 

saw the film on wednesday (pics will be posted in a few minutes) and then had a meeting from 8:30 
to 4:30 yesterday. God lord that sucked. Then had a show last night, tonight is the official opening 
night, and then went out for drinks after the show with the cast and then was in bed by 1 and up 
at 6 to get to work at 7:30 for another meeting and I have a show tonight and then I crash on 
saturday morning. and apparently i had my hand in the pocket of my pants and my hand 
smells like money and i can't stop smelling it. I'm just rambling. (edit) 

Here is one pic from Wednesday:
   

2005-05-06 16:27:00
"Hatch photos are up. 

http://www.blackotter.com/4805.html  

Enjoy. 

2005-05-09 11:37:00
Well it was an interesting weekend. 

Death of a Salesman opened well and we had some really good crowds. It is so exciting being on 
stage. I also think, oddly enough since this role terrified me from the onset, that I am the least 
nervous that I have ever been for this show. It helps that I am 'asleep' on stage for the first 6 
pages but I am a lot less nervous that I have ever been. I guess I am just amazed that it feels 
so good to be up there and I crave being on stage all the time. Arg. One day I will win the 
lottery than I can own my own theatre and put on shows and bring in shows...sigh. 

Mother's Day was good and alcoholic. As usual. Steak and family and drinks and the family 
forgetting that I was there. Good times! 

Sitting here looking at my calendar which i think is called a day in britian or something 
like that and I can't tell you how much I want to get there. I need a break from life. 
I am feeling energized and happy with Ky and all that but stagnant as well. So stagnant 
that I feel like I am turning into Swamp Thing. All I need is Heather Locklear to come 
in an I can eat her or what ever happened in the movie. 

Family Guy ROCKED last night. 
"Wonder Twin powers activate! In the form of a tampon. Now the waiting game begins" 
(or something like that) 

2005-05-09 14:28:00
"Hatch is so damn good. I've watched it like 3 times already today. And the logo kicks arse.
   

I got my tickets for SWEIII:ROTS today. Wednesday at midnight at the uptown! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee cough eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 

2005-05-10 12:02:00
"i hate alergies. I hate coworkers. I love strawberry shortcake. <---- trying to less negative.

 My alergies are annoying the hell outta me and my medication is doing really wacky 
things to me right now. Everything seems really bright, everything seems loud and 
everything about my environment is bothering me; i can't get comfy, it's too hot, i'm
hungry but not. I want to go to sleep. 

seacrest out 

2005-05-11 09:56:00
"cranky saw Hitchhikers Guide last night. Great movie. First time I had been to the 
theatre in way over 6 months. Just a really pleasant and wonderfully british, though 
not enough british actors in it, movie. Sam Rockwell is a god. I loved him in that. 
To see him naked, watch Box of Moonlight. Just saying is all. 

Allergies still annoying me.


 I NEED A NEW JOB Think I had a story idea that I am trying to work on. I came to me 
as I was driving home from the movie. Now i need to find the time to work on it. 

2005-05-11 11:47:00
I am in serious need of some faggity ass disco. I am in such a funk and I don't know why. 
I think it's a continuation of the life sucks (excluding Ky) post for a few days ago. And
 my brother and I just had this conversation about the inevitable decline of our mom. 
I guess the shit pile never can get high enough. I have to stop before I bore everyone. 
But I want some Donna Summer or The Weathergirls or something. Nothing that 
would really be played at a wedding but pill popping, coke snorting goodies of old. 

"whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa this is NOT my batman glass" 

2005-05-11 13:00:00
fun with google. I was doing a search on Sam Rockwell and I came across a link for 
James Hetfield's penis. go fig.

2005-05-11 13:04:00
so we were talking about breasts cause this girl here is preggers and her ta-ta's are 
becoming wowsers and so Pat Benetar came to mind. You have to be a child of the 
80s I guess but that video for love is a battlefield where she's shaking them thangs 
is the best. So here are the lyrics. Just because I care. 

We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield
We are strong, no one can tell us we’re wrong
Searchin’ our hearts for so long, both of us knowing
Love is a battlefield

You’re beggin’ me to go, you’re makin’ me stay
Why do you hurt me so bad?
It would help me to know
Do I stand in your way, or am I the best thing you’ve had?
Believe me, believe me, I can’t tell you why
But I’m trapped by your love, and I’m chained to your side

We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield

We are strong, no one can tell us we’re wrong
Searchin’ our hearts for so long, both of us knowing
Love is a battlefield

We’re losing control
Will you turn me away or touch me deep inside?
And before this gets old, will it still feel the same?
There’s no way this will die
But if we get much closer, I could lose control
And if your heart surrenders, you’ll need me to hold

We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield

We are strong, no one can tell us we’re wrong
Searchin’ our hearts for so long, both of us knowing
Love is a battlefield

We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield

We are strong, no one can tell us we’re wrong
Searchin’ our hearts for so long, both of us knowing
Love is a battlefield


"Chris, what do you see?" "Uh, two D's and an F." 

2005-05-13 11:40:00
Damn you Bugles! I just ate a whole smallish bag of bugles. 

God i love those things.

2005-05-16 11:15:00
this day started so well. I woke up early and refreshed and was even out of the 
house earlier than normal. My starbucks trip was fun and the traffic wasn't so 
bad but then i get into the office and all goes to hell. One thing I realized is that 
I like having power and I hate incompetence. It irks me. We have three teams 
here all doing a piece of the puzzle that makes up our product. I am in charge of 
testing this software that one of the teams did. First, what I asked them on friday 
isn't what they are saying now. So I went to the other team that maintains our 
servers and got the dog ass run around from them about getting tasked to do 
this and that before anything can happen. I know I am impulsive but this pissed 
me off. Internal team fighting is hurting everything else. I know I would break 
tons of stuff with my impulsiveness but this lack of progress is driving me mad. 
Blarg. More later. 

2005-05-16 11:46:00
Sigh. So this weekend we had three more shows of Death of a Salesman and I really 
think that they went really well. My mom came saturday and Ky came on sunday. 
I am really happy with a lot of aspect of this show. There are some things I would 
change and some actors I would recast but I think we pull it off fairly well. Some of the 
audience every night least crying. :) I like that. 

No need to decide what to do when this is over. I have a one act that I may be directing 
and (hopefully for the love of god) rewriting. It's a good effort but really needs 
some work and I might as well give it a shot. 

Cant wait till wednesday to see StarWars at the Uptown! 
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 

I farted.

 Family Guy and American Dad both rocked last night. :) 

2005-05-16 12:51:00
"Drink the juice, Shelby. Drink the juice. 

2005-05-17 11:29:00
"just keep swimming...just keep swimming i can't get that outta my head! 

2005-05-17 12:04:00
And leon's getting laaaarger. it's apparently a movie quote day. this will happen a lot. sorry. 

"Captain Ouver, white courtesy phone. Captain Ouver, white courtesy phone."
 Picks up the red phone. 
"No, the white phone" 

2005-05-17 14:18:00
this has to be seen. the death star is the best. Star Wars Costume Hall of Shame  

2005-05-18 15:40:00
ever just hated someone for no reason? Yeah i thought so. There is this guy at my office who, 
for some unknown reason, I hate. Well maybe I do know. 
And here's why: 
First, he talks too loud. Always talking about cars or Nascar or other thing. Now I like cars 
and things but on him it annoys me because he comes off sounding like the world's expert on cars. 

Second, his pants are ALWAYS too damn short. I mean come on people, how hard is it to make
 sure your pants fit. Sheesh. 

Third, he's got that thin whispy white trash mustashe that lookslike it isn't there but it... blarg. 

Fourth, he has no style. In addition to the pants, everything else he wears is vile. Homeless 
would turn this shit down. 

Fifth, he's ugly. Yeah beauty is skin deep blah blah blah. He just irks me. 

thats all. pettiness over 

2005-05-18 15:41:00
"Star Wars. I, for one, am not tired of Star Wars. I am seeing the movie at the Uptown tonight 
at midnight. I am eating star wars candy and star wars soda... i need help. lol 

2005-05-18 17:12:00
"this is a bigger pic of my icon. I think it's the CUTEST thing. he's my background.

   

2005-05-19 03:01:00
oh my god Episode III rocked. More later when it's not 3:00 am. 
sooooooo tired. 

my god it's soooooo good 

2005-05-19 12:37:00
"Well i'm tired as hell, suffering through a day of work where i feel hungover but aint.
 still think that EPIII was a freaking good movie. saw that guy that bothers me in the hallway 
today. he was talking about GTO blah blah. idiot.

  2005-05-20 10:56:00
oh Roger Ebert. I have always liked him and have mostly agreed with his reviews 
but in SWEPIII he talks about how it was easy to get onto the ship in the opening scene 
and all that. It was my understanding, and maybe i'm wrong, but that the whole 
thing was a trap and the end result of the scene up in the tower is exactly what 
Palpatine wants. Just a thought since I can't stop thinking about the damn movie. 
Mmmmmm star wars goooooodness 

2005-05-20 12:54:00
"tr la la, tra la la la... Yeah anyway. Last two shows of Death of a Salesman are tonight 
and tomorrow. Wow, what an experience it's been. I never thought that I could really do 
it and after it all is over I still don't think I can but that's just me and I will never really
 like anything I do. Dammit.
   
Because everyone needs a little Cathy Rigby in their day. Tired and hating the rain. 

I got nothing. 

Tired as hell and horny as fuck. Discuss 

2005-05-20 14:39:00
Oh my god. this HAS the be the funniest thing. I haven't checked /. in a few days and this 
was on there but a friend recommened it to me. I have been laughing for a good part of 
the afternoon. http://darthside.blogspot.com/  

2005-05-23 10:46:00
Ah my god i'm tired and i'm hungry and fat. Yeah it's a monday. 

SO, the play went well this weekend with one small hitch. The rain forced us to cancel 
out friday show. Apparently there was massive flooding, thankfully not on our side of 
the building, and alarms going off, so no show. So that sucked. But I did get to do down 
and see Ky and I got to take Sammie and April out to the country since I was dog sitting. 
They loved it. And they really loved the fact that RIGHT BEFORE getting in the car, 
they ran down to the creek and got all muddy. Fucking dogs. So i had to hose them 
off and then smell wet dog the hour and 45 min ride home. Wheeeeeeeee. 

Made my alcohol filled strawberries for the after party saturday. it's always tricky to 
have a party after the last show, after strike, and i still managed to stay up till 4 am. 
I think I am still tired. Saw Star Wars again on sunday. Still a freaking great movie. I 
have a DVD of Death of a Salesman, well made DVD and man do I hate watching 
myself on DVD. Ick. Need coffee. More later. 

2005-05-23 12:19:00
i just fell asleep at my desk. it was for the splittest of seconds but the fact of the matter is 
that I am tired. Now i just wait for the sleepy hardon to hit and then my day will be complete

  2005-05-23 14:43:00
"they are making a sequel to The Emperor's New Groove, one of my favorite movies. 
Apparently according to imdbpro.com they are bringing the whole cast back. Wheeeee 

2005-05-24 11:32:00
its odd really. 
Life. 
So many things happen in one day that are wonderful and powerful and strong that they 
usually overpower the disturbing and unsettling things. Today is a day of flux. I had a
 great last night with Ky and we finally went dancing at Remington's again, and man 
was my stage fright in full force. We laughed and talked and just had a good time. Today 
I am for some reason exhausted. Even though I was in bed earlier than normal I cannot 
wake up today. I think that is why everything on an emotional level is so tender at the 
moment. For example, I am listening to Erasure. Love them always have. Now that 
Andy Bell is positive I can't help but think about life. For some reason i'm seriously
 censoring myself and it's annoying. Anyway, he's positive and a friend of mine is positive 
and with that new vested interest I am getting so annoyed at the state of things in the 
world. All the headlines I see are that funding is decreasing and programs are getting cut 
and people every day are dying. It's just so frustrating to know that friends I have and 
people I know are going to die. How do you deal with helplessness? How do you go on 
knowing that there is nothing you can do? I know this thinking in just how i feel at the 
moment and all i can do is support them in the the way they need me and volunteer 
and give money but I fear that so many people are forgetting. I need to stop before I start 
making giant hypocritical generalizations. yeah look at the cute tiger. la la la la cranky 

2005-05-24 13:05:00
City Lights of China in bethesda has the best chinese food. period. even makes good
 leftovers. YUMMMMM, 

2005-05-25 09:24:00
freakin sweet

You scored as Chewbacca.

Chewbacca

81%

General Grievous

75%

Darth Vader

75%

Anakin Skywalker

69%

Yoda

61%

Obi Wan Kenobi

58%

R2-D2

56%

Mace Windu

53%

Emperor Palpatine

50%

Clone Trooper

50%

Padme Amidala

47%

C-3PO

47%

Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?
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, 2005-05-25 13:51:00
i just passsed this woman in the hallway and she had the most incredible smile. I couldn't 
help but smile as well. I wonder what she was thinking about that made her so happy. 
Its nice to see people smile anyway but especially in this office buiilding where no one 
seems to smile and people give you freaky looks if you attempt to smile at them. Wheeee, 

2005-05-26 09:29:00
"i also may be going to Nation. now where did i leave those fishnets.... 

2005-05-26 10:15:00
"today is a good day to die(t). these pants that I have one used to fit me sooo well. they 
are generic chinos © that have an ink stain and everything and I used to love them so 
much...and now they are a little snug. I am not liking with the sungging. I guess the 
Hostess Lemon Pie for breakfast wasnt the best idea. but it was SO good. system still 
down, bored, but a good day. thinking about buying a darth vader ipod cover from 
starwars.com because it's cool and i'm a tard. 

2005-05-26 14:04:00
I like bananas., 

2005-05-26 16:19:00
"arg. if i have one more conversation about star wars i am going to scream. well 
let me clarify that, if i have one more conversation with someone that refuses to 
acknowledge that the original trilogy is old, between 20 and 30 years old, that 
people do change in that time, the expecting the new set to match the old set and 
getting all pissy when it doesn't, refusing to accept the new movies, crappy at time 
they are, as a product from a man who has aged and changed like the rest of us do.... 
no, they aren't the perfect movies, the old ones aren't either. I mean really, who can 
stand that damn Degobah (sp) scene in Empire. I fast forward through that shit like 
it's a feminine deodorant commercial. They are a serial for Pete's sake (who the HELL
 is Pete anyway?!), they aren't supposed to be shakespeare. Oh i'm done. I was gonna 
say something else and I can't think what it was. Poop. 

2005-05-27 13:03:00
i like em big and stupid.

 god i miss Julie Brown 

2005-05-27 13:05:00
wheee once again the system is being a cunt and i can't get what I want done. so I
 found can extension for Firefox called StumbleUpon and am just going to all these cool/crazy website 

2005-05-27 16:02:00
"it totally silly but oddly fun: http://andrius.esu.lt/10/go2.htm  

2005-05-31 11:44:00
,damn that water's cold,

"Yay, good weekend. Hung out with my friend friday, drank too much, got into 
wildly serious conversations at the bar like we always seem too. Staggered awake 
saturday morning to get to this Mercedes Benz roll out show for their new M series. 
It was just an excuse to drive these new cars and, well, how can i say no. I got to take 
these sweet cars around a few courses and get free food and free stuff. Later that
 afternoon, went to see Ky and we headed to see Star Wars again. My third time.
 hehe Sunday went to Busch Gardens and had a freaking blast. The park was crowded 
but nothing that was too obnoxious. Rode the new DarKastle ride, that was very cool. 
Not as cool as the Spiderman ride in Orlando at Universal but very good nine the less. 
Spent 12 hours at the park. It's amazing how you can do that when there are only 
three coasters to ride, Big Bad Wolf doesn't count as a coaster because it Big Bad Sucks. 
The 2 1/2 drive at 10:45 at night is a killer tho. Vegged monday and watched movies
 in the morning. Took Maggie hiking and did a little skinny dipping. And let me tell 
you the water in the Blue Ridge mountains is freaking cold! But it felt so good too. 
Party that night and then back in the office. Very tired today. :) 

2005-05-31 14:15:00
organized religion pisses me off, 

2005-05-31 15:40:00
,May is International Masturbation Month

  May Is International Masturbation Month who knew? All this and more 
can be found at http://www.jackinworld.com/. They bill themselves as 
"The Ultimate Male Masturbation Resource." Yes there is something for everyone on 
the internet. 

2005-05-31 16:04:00
is it wrong to a see that a coworker has a booger hanging out of his nose and to not tell 
him it's there?, 

2005-05-31 16:12:00
"If i have 3 apples take two away anally invade a squirrel how many oranges 
do I have left?

  2005-05-31 16:33:00
i dont know if this is joke, well i mean it is, but still....I'm laughing my ass off 
because Jesus has that hat on. LOL
 

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