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2004-04-02 20:38:00 Clone Wars 

Okay so it finally occured to me that cartoon network would probably have the episodes of Star Wars: Clone Wars on their website. I have never been able to catch it on the channel and am currently on chapter 5 and OH MY GOD this is the best series. I had forgotten how big of a star wars geek i was but this restores my love of the series. This is one of the best cartoons. So good. And now i want my republic tattoo again. hehehe so nerdylicious 

2004-04-05 10:15:00 hooray lizard shit fuck 

ok, if life is like a roller coaster, where the fuck is my lift hill? 

2004-04-05 15:27:00 psychosis: match point 

I haven't been this insane in many days. my earlier post still stands but i am going to Florida in 4 days and that is making me happy. but i thought i would write cause I feel either I am becoming less gay or more gay. I say this cause i was shopping with a friend yesterday and I picked up the Queer Eye soundtrack and a) think its a really good soundtrack and b) i still really like Queer Eye. I think the 5 of them have great chemistry and presence and are just fun. There is a video on the CD and you can see them just having a blast. I kinda wish the CD was more dancy cause after a few dance songs it gets rocky. Not bad but i need fucky gay dance shit to groove to in traffic and piss off all the fucking plastic BMW cunt bitches that suck their lattes and fuck themselves with their cel phones on the way to work. Hmm. I may still be angry from the AM. Damn. Out with the jive, in with love 

2004-04-06 16:12:00 Boing

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2004-04-07 11:27:00  

three little maids from school are we.... damn i wish i knew the rest of the words to that song

  2004-04-07 11:29:00

2004-04-07 12:26:00 Because I can. 

i was on my friend DJ's site and I thought it would be fun to steal this. i love bill mahar. sometimes. i'm sure I could cut this so I didn't take up a whole page of LJ but I still haven't fidgured out how. Or more correctly i haven't looked at how to do it cause I'm lazy and i like being yelled at. Valentine's Day, that great state holiday By Bill Maher NEW RULE: You can't claim you're the party of smaller government, and then clamor to make laws about love. If there's one area I don't want the US government to add to its list of screw-ups, it's love. On the occasion of this Valentine's Day, let's stop and ask ourselves: What business is it of the state how consenting adults choose to pair off, share expenses, and eventually stop having sex with each other? And why does the Bush administration want a constitutional amendment about weddings? Hey, birthdays are important, too -- why not include them in the great document? Let's make a law that gay people can have birthdays, but straight people get more cake -- you know, to send the right message to kids. Republicans are always saying we should privatize things, like schools, prison, Social Security -- OK, so how about we privatize privacy? If the government forbids gay men from tying the knot, what's their alternative? They can't all marry Liza Minnelli. Republicans used to be the party that opposed social engineering, but now they push programs to outlaw marriage for some people, and encourage it for others. If you're straight, there's a billion-five in the budget to encourage and promote marriage -- including seed money to pay an old Jewish woman to call up people at random and say "So why aren't you married, Mr. Big Shot?" But when it comes to homosexuals, Republicans sing "I Love You Just the Way You Oughta Be." They oppose gay marriage because it threatens or mocks -- or does something -- to the "sanctity of marriage," as if anything you can do drunk out of your mind in front of an Elvis impersonator in Las Vegas could be considered sacred. Half the people who pledge eternal love are doing it because one of them is either knocked-up, rich or desperate, but in George Bush's mind, marriage is only a beautiful lifetime bond of love and sharing -- kind of like what his Dad has with the Saudis. But at least the right wing aren't hypocrites on this issue -- they really believe that homosexuality, because it says so in the Bible, is an "abomination" and a "dysfunction" that's "curable": they believe that if a gay man just devotes his life to Jesus, he'll stop being gay -- because the theory worked out so well with the Catholic priests. But the greater shame in this story goes to the Democrats, because they don't believe homosexuality is an "abomination," and therefore their refusal to endorse gay marriage is a hypocrisy. The right are true believers, but the Democrats are merely pretending that they believe gays are not entitled to the same state-sanctioned misery as the rest of us. The Democrats' position doesn't come from the Bible, it's ripped right from the latest poll, which says that most Americans are against gay marriage. Well, you know what: Sometimes "most Americans" are wrong. Where's the Democrat who will stand up and go beyond the half measures of "civil union" and "hate the sin, love the sinner," and say loud and clear: `There IS no sin, and homosexuality is NOT an abomination' -- although that Boy George musical Rosie O'Donnell put on comes close. The only thing abominable about being gay is the amount of time you have to put in at the gym. But that aside, the law in this country should reflect that some people are just born 100 percent outrageously, fabulously, undeniably Fire Island gay, and that they don't need re-programming. They need a man with a slow hand. Happy Valentine's Day everybody! 

Bill Maher is host of "Real Time with Bill Maher." Reprinted without permission  

2004-04-07 12:37:00  

Green acres IS the place to be! I'm sorry. I'm hyper. I want to be in FLORIDA now!!! 

2004-04-08 15:30:00

 cant concentrate this time tomorrow i will be at dulles getting ready to get on a plane to florida i'm so anxious that i feel sick cant focus. especially as I write test procedures for our software on one of 47 CRs. So far there are 341 test steps. i will easily eclipse 1000 steps. I feel for the poor sucker that has to test this when I'm done. Oh wait, thats me. Crap. But I know that at least one other person at our Beta 2 site will have to test it as well. MWHAAAA 

2004-04-09 12:38:00

 singing pork dancing veal what an entertaining meal! god i need to get out of the office. not only am i listening to show tunes, but it's the broadway version of Beauty and the Beast. the faint cry is my penis shriveling. 

2004-04-09 10:59:00  

POUNCE  

2004-04-09 12:12:00

 i have the best time reading neil gaimans journal. that man is just funny. and some of the letter that people send it are funny as hell. I liked this article someone sent in. CLICK ME, BITCH

  2004-04-12 23:59:00  

arg i dont know what to say. its driving me crazy. i can't help but think that i should be there next to you in the hospital. i hated seeing you walk away from me back into the hospital. i close my eyes and see you in the bed hooked to wires and i'm fucking helpless. thanks for a great weekend otherwise. 

2004-04-13 13:57:00  

UH OH so my gov't boss is leaving which is going to throw the whole shindig here at the office into TOTAL disarry. She is really the person that keeps things running and works well between the hired help (us contractors) and the gov't. This should be an interesting few weeks to be sure. Maybe i should be figuring out what my talents are and start looking for a new job. I wish i could do something that didn't require a lot of thought. I am itching to get back into writing and acting and a silly well paying (i know that doesn't exist but I need my dreams) job would be so nice. i farted and I hope my cutemate doesn't notice. i have also been thinking about the Family Guy episode last night where peter is looking for a Jew to fix some money scandal and there was something where he went to the bathroom at the dinner table and all he said was, "UH OH". That has been on my mind all day especially during the 10:00 meeting this morning and after not really sleeping since last Wednesday that thought popped in my head and I could not stop laughing. I felt so bad cause I just giggled for like 5 minutes. I'm giggling now. hehe Jacks doing better. He should be out of the hospital tomorrow. Lucky boy is on super drugs. 

2004-04-13 13:49:00  

Ok this really cheers me up!

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
You killed
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On	June 19, 2010
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2004-04-14 08:04:00,  

getting up at 6 is so different than waking up at 7. today i had to get up early cause they were doing this wacky exercise on base and I had to 'slug' in my friends carpool when i got on base (even is you have a carpool pass you always have to have 2 people in your car so if your carpooler is sick you need a slug) so i was up at 6 and out of the house by 6:30. Normally i am up at 7 and out by 7:30. But the traffic was different, people were different. The traffic on Mass ave gets so congested so fast. A hour hour leave time is the difference between sitting in traffic the whole way or sailing through. I think I may try and get up early. I really have no need but just peace of mind and being less angry is worth it. i think i want bacon. 

2004-04-14 10:41:00

 Um, what? hehe

What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex by UMAJohnnie
Name
Sexuality
Age
Most Likely to Say	"It's like lightning struck. My hair stood on end and I wet myself afterwards."
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2004-04-15 12:20:00  

idea gacked from word of the day is stagnant this is one of the days where i find myself staring off into space thinking really fucked up thoughts. i had this one when a family member was visiting on the 25 of April and I said i was going down to the rally for reproductive rights and they said that I couldn't go and i said fuck you like you've been there at all for the past 33 years and i'm going down anyway and they got more insistent that I can't go and finally tried to stop me and one grabbed me on the arm and i freaked out and arm locked them and threw them against my car and and asked why i couldn't go and they said i just couldn't and pleaded for me not to go so I slammed their head into the roof of my car and asked why and they didn't say anything so i slammed again and finally they said it was cause there were incendiary devices there and they didn't want me hurt to which i got angry and began to slam them into the car harder and harder asking where they were and then the other family member came up and tried to pull me off the other one and i backhanded her and threw her into the street and got my phone and called the police and .... then i was interrupted by a coworker. there was other stuff too but i'm already sounding a but nuts here. but it was odd about how angry i was just sitting here thinking. I was totally out of the office and at the scene. And as with everything i think about like that there were fantastic camera angles and stuff. I supposed then the story would have broken off into a version of some Jack Ryan thing or something. maybe it's going back to the fact that I want to write again and its bothering me that I can't see to do it when i sit down at the 'puter. i think i want a new job. everyone that matters and that actually gets shit done here is leaving and I don't think I really want to be here anymore. I just need to focus on what I do so i can do it somewhere else while keeping the happy little badges that allow me to do what I do where I do it. Midlife crisis 17: 33 years, 24 days, 23 hours, 40 min. Really i'm in a good mood, it just doesnt seem to show. :)

  2004-04-19 13:58:00  

Poll I'm taking a poll. Hell i could just leave it at that. i have a stuffed alligator that I need a name for. He is about 18 inches long, green (duh) and cute. But i can't think of a name. He has a companion in FL named Lyle. I will post a pic when i get home. tyia 

2004-04-19 22:10:00  

LIW I'm sitting here folding laundry and trying to clean my room, a never ending battle that I never seem to win, and I'm watching a tape of Lion in Winter. That was such a good show. All the RM shows have been so much fun. It's neat to go back and watch a tape like this at a time like this because it's not a 'how great the old days were' but its just a fun recollection. God that was a lot of fun. 

2004-04-20 08:32:00  

okay, i'm vaguely disturbed and aroused from last nights dream. I am proud to say that I had my first Mary Kate and Ashley Olsen dream. And it was a dry dream. It was probably cause they were on ET last night but it was odd. It had something to do with a movie and something to do with being Olsen wranglers...and still vaguely sexy. Very ...um...odd 

2004-04-20 17:33:00

 my life is complete: Jim Nabors is on iTunes. 

2004-04-21 12:20:00  

from imdbpro.com Donnie Darko is getting a new theatrical release. Newmarket Films, which originally released the film, is unveiling a director's cut at the Seattle Film Festival on May 29. Darko premiered at the 2001 Sundance Film Festival and was released in theaters that fall. The new version will have 20 minutes of never-before-seen footage, new visual effects, and new music. After the festival, Newmarket plans to release the film theatrically in Seattle before moving into other markets later in the summer. "We felt like it was a project unfinished, and there is such a hungry audience for this movie," said Newmarket partner Bob Berney. Darko grossed just $515,545 at the domestic boxoffice but has since gained a following on DVD where it has grossed more than $10 million domestically. "Even though I am proud of the theatrical version of the film, I've always felt that the story was somewhat compromised in order to come in under two hours," said Darko writer-director Richard Kelly. "With this version I feel like I've finally been able to complete the film." Sweeeeeeet 

2004-04-22 08:36:00 s

weet hehe, i did harry's dad. Oh Harry....:)

2004-04-22 10:07:00 Fox 

I just want to point out that I know nothing about money. With that I want to say that I hate FOX. There was an article on some site that said that FOX is considering canceling The Simpsons because they don't want to play the voices more money. They are also thinking about replacing them which effectively means canceling the show cause I won't watch it with new voices even though they may be close. You'd think after all these years of toys and syndication and all that crap that they would have the money to give them a raise. But I hate fox anyway cause they cancelled Firefly, awesome TV show I have been watching now that Jack gave me the DVD's for Easter, and Wonderfalls, another great freaking show they they axed. I am so tired of their shock reality crap. So sad. 

2004-04-22 10:23:00 holyfuckinghsitimhorny 

its such an odd day. my allergies are killing my eyes, i'm squinting wherever i go and look angry at the same time. Not pretty. i am also fucking horny. a man can only masturbate so much. trust me. i can feel it down there, its tingling, crying to get out. i really feel like it has a mind of it's own. I'm just a shell for my penis. If it weren't odd to play with it at work, i probably would. Why isn't my penis 1000 miles long? Why can't I transport? Why am i sharing so much today? i think i want to get a haircut. 

2004-04-23 09:28:00  

i may go to hell for posting this dont kill the messenger: you HAVE to click on this link: Jesus on eBay" 

2004-04-23 10:17:00  

is anyone else getting tired of seeing Ben Stiller everywhere? i also had no idea that goddess Tina Fey wrote Mean Girls. I so have to see that. My inner teenage girl in squeeing i really dont want to be at work today so expect lots of dumb posts 

2004-04-25 08:59:00  

ehehheheh there is a new flavour of yogurt called, get this, Donkey Berry Punch. It's for Shrek but it still made me laugh 

2004-04-26 09:43:00  

Pro Choice Yesterdays rally was truly incredible. I have never seen so many people in one place before. And it was nice to see so many people come together for a single cause and then all the other causes that were there as well. I'm just waking so i can't make sense but there is a link to some photos on my homepage. www.blackotter.com  

2004-04-27 08:41:00  

FUCK That sound you hear? That's my last nerve. It's about as tense as I am in a circus. Its not good when I'm having desk dreams about yelling at my boss and storming about it a melodramatic fury. I am so angry. I think i'll create a paypal account all my friends can donate to so that I will have bail money cause I may just snap. In Arts and Entertainment news, I did it on stage last night with while watched. Actually the rehearsals and the audition last night for the AC Showcase have been lots of fun. I do hope we can do it again but I know that if we don't, I will always have a little Carl in me. hehe Next up, the 48Hour film fest. I can't wait. I need a drink. I want 's flask. :) 

2004-04-28 15:14:00

 so tired. i slept really poorly last night. The only thing keeping me up right now is my seething hate for George Bush and the state of Virginia. So bloody annoying. For those not on s list, THIS LINK details the fuck up that is Virginia. This is a truly scary thing that VA is doing. THIS ONE details the asshole that is our president. 

2004-04-29 10:35:00  

Whedon, Carl Whedon Yay! So an inside source tell us that we are in the Actors' Center Showcase. Man that feels good. I totally can't wait to get back on stage. It felt so good to be back up there even just for 7 minutes. And Kelley is such a fun person to play off of. This, the 48 Hour film festival...its going to be fun. :) 

2004-04-29 11:31:00  

everyone else was doing it I have realized that I am a very boring person in archives. How DO you all put up with me? 1.Go into your LJ's archives. 2.Find your 23rd post (or closest to). 3.Find the fifth sentence (or closest to). 4.Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions. The little girls see the outfits and get all excited. The boys see the swords and get all excited.  

2004-04-29 11:34:00

2004-04-29 15:50:00  

Time to offend everyone. lalala Ok, ok, ok, ok. I am hyper. Too much coffee and chocolate today. Oh yeah anyway, the above...no wait below... graph proves without a shadow of a doubt that the midwest and south are both full of idiots. This was gacked from the (link --->)congress vote thingy(<---- link) website and the red is all for bush and the blue is all for kerry. Come on people, Kerry ain't a saint either but no more Bush for god's sake. (pun intended) KS as a state rules but it's blue only cause all the hot cute gay farm boys are voting for Kerry. Or he may be from there, I have no idea. So for the love of god get out and vote this year. You should be doing it anyway, its a privilege to do so, so do it! AIGGHH. (I'm channeling the bus driver with the bird in her hair from South Park) AIIIIIIGH

2004-04-30 11:23:00  

11.21 Congress Update Cause i'm bored and I really need to be far from the office today, i thought i would post this. Hi

2004-04-30 14:58:00  

for . Fuck this guy is scary.