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2007-03-05 14:24:00
i will throw in the first 50 to hire someone to rape, kill, mangle and draw and quarter Ann Coulter. Why is it that she can throw the word 'Faggot' around like that and about John Edwards?! Are we in bizzaro fucking universe? I was honestly sick to my stomach when I read about it the other day. Bitch, someone better hold my weave cause I'm going after her.... Click here to read about it
2007-03-06 08:04:00
loreena mckennitt is going to be at DAR on the 24th of April. i almost called WETA last night and pledged 100$ for a ticket and a meet and greet. Sigh.
2007-03-07 15:11:00
my ipod is trying to kill me. This wont make any sense to anyone but me, but the last three songs were
Simple, k.d. lang - Invincible Summer
I want to know what love is - Wynonna - What the world needs now
Everyone has AIDS - Team America.
--thats just fucked up. lol
I got four hours of sleep for some reason and i'm getting really slappy. Wheeeeee
2007-03-08 09:23:00
There's a reason my fraternity animal was a sheep. It's also funny to see this after have a furious writing session last night in my journal about people who seem to fall in love me while I try and be a friend. And don't worry, if you're reading this, it's not you.
Please, crush me.
Crush this person!
Get your own ThisCrush.com CrushTag!
2007-03-08 09:55:00
Bummer John Inman died.
2007-03-08 11:52:00
the clouds seem to shudder with the anticipation of rain
like a cow stomach about to burst in the blazing sun
the light fades like sped up colorless sunset
new smells fill my head of clean scents and putrid silence
my feet move but they have no direction
i turn my head right and the world moves left or down or white
around me colors fly by sometimes penetrating my weak flesh
i rub my eye and the tears string long like saliva
convulsions fill my chest, bent over i'm vomiting red crosses, each one ripping my insides of my mouth
i peel off my clothes covered in blood and close my eyes and try and walk
invisible tendrils feel like they envelope me, trying to pull me to the ground
through closed eyes i still see a flash and i feel warmth
fighting i walk, bare feet digging into the ground, each step harder
another flash and a wet dripping down my chest.
a snap of bone and a bearable pain, easier than before
I stop struggling and stand
tears fall and mix with the rain.
-conference calls can be hell with your brain is sad
2007-03-12 15:32:00
I put the C in Cracker
copyright me.
2007-03-12 16:04:00
"I have ONE ticket to go see JOSH GROBAN tomorrow night, March 13th. If you want it, please let me know. Tix with the ticketmasterfucker charge are $112. Need be i can cover some of that. i'd rather not have to eat the ticket. reply here.
2007-03-13 08:32:00
im hot today
the new haircut is finally working.
bought vivarin to make it through the day.
i really have to fart but my cube is full.
excited about JG tonight. I'm so gay.
2007-03-14 12:41:00
josh groban put on a really good show. his voice is amazing. his personality put the show over the top for sure. he's nice and you can tell that that's the way he always is. beautiful set with nice color touches and screens. it was good yada yada yada
2007-03-15 11:38:00
its official. I no longer have the ability to be nice just for the sake of not making waves. the world can go fuck itself. my coffee tastes really good today.
2007-03-15 13:10:00
bewilder@concentric.net is officially dead. those not migrated will need to find new and different, of which i can think of 10, ways to contact me.
2007-03-20 15:33:00
hmm i just began singing Land Of A Thousand Words by Scissor Sisters out loud. At my desk. In my office. How peculiar
2007-03-21 10:12:00
Oh come on. I'm not that bad am i. am I? ANSWER ME FUCKER!
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2007-03-22 09:28:00
birthday fun yesterday.
got various ecards and cards through the day and that was awesome.
got a sweet Fosters gift from E and Stu. YAY.
Had a nice dinner with my mom, then my brother surprised me by arriving and then my sister in law and oldest nephew arrived and we had a blast. i was so surprised they came up for that. and a few margaritas later i was quite happy.
got phone calls from Ky, Charlie and other friends. Friends that I had no idea had remembered called. it was nice.
2007-03-26 13:57:00
human
so i think i'm finally feeling a bit human. i'm beginning to put into perspective that last few weeks and months and am developing a plan for moving on. Things happen for whatever reason they do and there is a point of acceptance. I've think i've changed a lot recently and moved on past a few shackles of the past, things tying me down to beliefs and ideals that were notthing but harmful. I still have work to do and that is going to be challenging and fun.
In all of this I have really begunto take a look at the people in my life. There are a number that I need to cut off like the cancer they are. None would read this but i can only help for so long before it begins to sap my power.
Still looking for a place to live. Well looking for a roommate or house to join into. Why can't i find someone who won't bother me and will just leave me alone so that I CAN eventually get my own place to live and become the hermit I so want to be.
That's a lie. I don't want to be a hermit. I want to entertain and revel in the joy of friends. I met the most wonderful couple the other day at a friends Birthday party and we've gone to dinner already and they are the picture perfect couple. Everyone's first question is 'Do they want you for a threeway?' and no they don't. They have a new puppy and we're going to walk dogs and get coffee and do stuff that friends do. But seeing they look in their eyes and feeling the energy between them is amazing. I want a house where i can have dinner parties and movie parties and stuff.
Well anyway. I'm off today. Going to the gym.
2007-03-28 13:45:00
Im so glad to have someone to kick my ass at the gym. Ty has been meeting me on weekends, at 9:30 in the freaking morning to show me what to do and how to use the equipment effectively. I can feel a difference for sure. Now i just need to lose my impatience about losing weight. But I think i'm certainly getting some upper body definition.
Saw a play that you MUST see. 'She Stoops to Comedy' at the Woolly Mammoth theatre has to be on the funniest shows I have seen in ages. I'm sure I deafened the people in front of me with my laughter. Its a play about a play but that doesn't even begin to describe it. Its written masterfully and in a way that I have never seen before. The two standout actors, Daniel Escobar and Kate Eastwood Norris, left me amazed. I'm not a great actor but I know great acting when I see it and these two people took my breath away. Its a short play, about 90 minutes, but funnier than hell.
There was something else but i can't remember what i was going to say...
2007-03-29 11:26:00
for the record, i fucking hate looking for a place to live. i don't want to have to figure out if roommates are dodgy or not. blarg. fuck fuck fuck
2007-03-29 11:30:00
this is what i have to sort through: ANNANDALE / LITTLE RIVER TURNPIKE Retired GWM seeks same toshare Condo. I Prefer someone with similar interest: I like going to"Baths", phone sex & TV. Smokers ok, no drugs. $600/mo, all utilsincluded. fucking gross"